18 may

it was my b'day, n it was the day he left.
because of his visa has expired, n new visa havent come out yet.
both of us cried. i cried seriously alot. i knew he need to leave on fri. n starting from that day, never been happy. though since we started, i know 1 day, something bad might happen, but knowing this, still make me very depress.

lots of problem we need to face. unsure when will he come back. or maybe it will be better if he never come back. again n again, i feel that i am spoiling his future if he stay here. it's hard for him to get a good job here. anyhow, i will still wait, no matter how long. or maybe if he is not coming back, 1 day, i will go n find him.