stress....

exam coming soon... so much of stress recently, maybe i should go for holidays during the sem break...

presentation for my group has postpone to next week, coz jessie having denggi... quite worry about it, other groups have finished, n they did it very well. our group assignment really lack of information, so the presentation also will be the same.

n then, all the design stuff... i am improving... learning more on using photoshop, i alr know more skill now.thanks enid n ng for helping. hopefully i manage to produce a satisfied 1..

my ballet... really sucks... i really cant dance well now... cant do double pirouette well, cant balance well, even cant do the demi-point work well... how... it's like not even inter-foun. standard... hear tat carman they all taking adv foun exam this year, make me more stress... i really need to put more effort..

next, prom stuff again... who can perform for us for free? i need dancer... i am incharge of the dance performances... really not much budget, so anyone can help, dance for free, n i'll let u enjoy the night... hopefully i can get dennis as guess for cheaper price also... N selling tickets... haiz, anyone interested? 900/table, 95/person... it's really worth it... i can ensure u wont regret... i need to sell out at least 15 tickets...

then, EXAM!!! argh... final really wont as easy as mid sem test. n i really worry about tat. i hope i can get CGPA 4.0... which mean i must get 80 n above for every sub. but 1 of the sub, i dint get good marks for the group practical, hopefully it wont effect the total mark much.

n, financial prob... actually i know tat, my dad dint hv any work for few months. but dont know why, my parents seems not worry about tat. weird... n they even dint seems like having any problem. or am i worrying too much? i hope i am able to get scholarship with my 1st sem result. i ask david b4, he said it's hard, but i think i'll still try. however i need to get CGPA 4.0 to try it... i even think of transfer to tarc, but there is only intake in may.. haiz, so i cant... the diploma cert in imperia is from imperia, so wat's the diff n i even cant apply ptptn here... i actually should take diploma in tarc, then only take degree in imperia for the herriotwatt degree... if i save up the money for diploma, it even maybe will be enough to support me to take degree in overseas... but now, everything is too late... too late to be regret...

n, worry of dear... met accident today, but luckily not injured... n his ptptn is rejected... dont know wat's wrong... haiz... i wish i can help...

sometimes really feel myself useless, cant dance well, cant design well, cant help for prom much, cant help family to save money, cant earn money, cant help dear... wat else i can do?