爱情不能等你有空才珍惜。。。

this is specially dedicate for my dear friend, elaine...

我们总是以为
我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人
可是当我们回首
才发觉自己曾经多么天真

假如从来没有开始
你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实
很爱很爱的感觉
是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的

茫茫人海可以找到一个心爱的人
这是多么大的福气
或许没有你想象那么好
应该也不会糟糕到哪里
所以要知福惜福好好珍惜
多说关怀话
少说责备话

如果你懂得珍惜
你会发现你获得的越来越多
如果你一昧追求
你会发现你失去的越来越快

爱情合理就好
不要委屈将就
不要相信完美的爱情
其实彼此有缺点
有一种纯朴的可爱就足够了
当我们只拥有一只鞋子的时候
才会明白失去另一只鞋子的滋味
消逝的恋情总是刻骨铭心的
珍惜或放下
都是生命中必经的过程

相爱的时候需要真诚
争执的时候需要沟通
生气的时候需要冷静
愉快的时候需要分享
指责的时候需要谅解
过日子的时候需要包容

一个人的生命里
擦肩而过的人有千千万万
有几个是知音
有几个是深爱自己的人
爱情再坚固
也无法承受忙碌的侵蚀
你忙得天荒地乱
你忙得忘记关心
你忙得身心疲惫
你忙得无所适从
但是
爱情不能等你有空才珍惜！

confirm flying on
18 JAN 2010...
wont postpone again...
bye bye everyone.

finally

Finally, everything is over....

Decision has been bade. I am flying by end of the month or early of next year. date not confirm yet, but mostly 2nd jan. Leaving to abu dhabi, working as quantity surveyor. for those who dont know where is abu dhabi, it's a city, next to dubai, capital of United Arab Emirates. and for those who are concern, dubai is having finance problem, but not abu dhabi, so no worries.

27 nov 2009- 6E gathering
organize by zhen yu, went to teacher tan's house again. due to some problem, teacher having tuition class that day. but she still spend time accompany us. stay at teacher's house till 12midnight, then cont yam cha till 3 something. talk n talk alot. this gathering was better than the previous 1.

2008

2009

28-29 nov 2009- instructor seminar
spending 2 days 1 night in genting, get certify for level 1 instructor. this seminar is much much more better than the previous balck belt seminer, despite the food and the fees.

me n santa clause choi san ye

from sleangor

everyone

level 1 instructor badge

12 dec 2009- mr. tan tien aik's wedding dinner
suppose staff need to reach hotel around 3.30, having lunch there, and prepare. but i need to teach ballet, so end up reaching at 6. 80 tables, a grand 1...

the night before

ms teng, jing, eqin, diana

diana & jing

loo & jing

13 dec 2009- charity concert
concert over, all ballet classes over... concert was super tiring. not performing well that day, i should be able to do it better, yet it's over.

xiao en, the student i love the most. she is only 3

daddy, jing, mom

elaine, gina, jing

jing & teacher ai hong

jing & amos

right or left

currently my like is = works....
working mon to sat, no free time at all. weekdays night, have to teach tuition, go ballet, teach ballet... but luckily, no more meeting on thurs night. sat after work, need to teach ballet, then taekwon-do at night. sun, having ballet concert class in the noon.

ballet concert will be on 13 dec, which means that i will miss taekwon-do national championship. haiz, i choose concert. for no reason. maybe i love ballet more. however, i ballet is bad, my taekwon-do is better. more joy n fun if i choose competition, but concert is tiring n might be on stage not even 5 minutes. yet, i choose concert.

uncle was asking me to go abu dhabi, as soon as possible, coz they are having new project, n need ppl. mom asking me to go too. but i insist after the concert. i might miss this opportunity, if after concert. almost arguing with mom, b'coz of this.
good thing: earn lots lots of money, i can be very rich after 3 years.
bad point: i need to give up everything here. which i dont want.
1）i want to take adv 1 exam next year, or at least adv found. i have been working hard for that.
2) i am teaching ballet now, i dont wanna stop it.
3) i wanna go taekwon-do competition, performance, n everything. since i choose, concert instead of competition, n if i go abu dhabi, i will never have to chance to take part in competition anymore.
4) qs is not my future or long term career. i dont like sitting in office.

so, what should i choose. my i promise mom to go after the concert. n now, i change my mind abit, i'll go after next year chinese new year, if uncle still want me.

taekwon-do

last month, 25th-28th june, went kedah for kejohanan seni mempertahanan diri. i won 1 gold n 2 bronze. gold for sparring, bronze for individual pattern and team pattern. n finally we got 3rd among all the state. selangor never has such a good result, n we are amining for better result for the national championship in dec. sarawak is a super strong team. n since the sarawak isnt joining for national championship, it's a good chance.
sel team is the craziest team among all, but was told that we are the most discipline. maybe because we have the most spirit and cooperative team. whole team run here and there to support our members.
this kejohanan is a grand 1, organize by government, n having not only itf taekwon-do, but also others.
on the last day of the competition, copetitors from all martial art, gather in a stadium, n they r doing a malaysia record with most martial artist gather toghether. all martial art take turn to perform. nice nice. there are some martial art really geng...

lots of surprise. event that we thought can win, we lose. event that we never aspect anything, we win. haiz, that's luck.

next month, will be having many events.
8aug, t'do semunar + selection for national championship. national championship will be held in dec, but the date havent fix yet. i am worry it will crash with ballet concert, which is very high possibility. ballet concert on 13 dec. 6 dec is too early, as spm might havent finish, 20 dec is a public holiday, if not mistaken, n 27 dec is abit too late. so, anyone can suggest me which to choose, if crash. haiz.

16aug, black belt grading test, at brem mall. 1st time having grading test in public, somemore is my black belt grading test. haiz. tough for me. i still not able to do breaking for side kick n flying side kick. damn damn.

23aug, ladies self defence seminar, in brem mall too, it's open to public. so welcome everyone to bring ur girl frens, aunty mummy, a ma, po po or watever. i am the person incharge for this event.

here's some photo for the kejohanan seni mempertahanan diri 2009...

my side kick. =P

being force to do so

me n he

dearest coach n me

whole selangor team

my opponent from johor

receiving medal


sel team, having breakfast on the stage.

random

days are getting more tiring. maybe it's good, busy life make me have no time to think about unhappy.
let's see how bz i am. i started to have industrial training in the beginning of may, working full time as qs.
mon: after work, go makan or lepak awhile, then go for tuition.
tues: after work, immediately tuition then taekwon-do
wed: after work, about 2 hours rest at home, then ballet
thur: after work, immediately ballet, then taekwon-do
fri: after work. tuition
sat: work till 1.30, then teach ballet till 3.30, then night taekwon-do
sun: morning ballet, noon not fix, having taekwon-do training once in a while

start helping teacher to teach ballet this week. last week having replacement class. teaching children around primary skl are still ok. teaching small small kids really give me a big head.

taekown-do under 23 national competition in end of june, at kelantan. starting to have more training now. selangor is giving more pressure this time. haiz. taekwon-do camp on next weekend. he supposingly to be going, alr register, but now cant.

lots of things havent do. ic and my result came out few weeks, yet no time to take. company require to open RHB bank account, still no time to open.

i wanted to have break, wanted to have holidays. but since he left, i think it's better to have a pack schedule.

lots of problem we need to face. and still no solution yet. i am confuse. i am selfish. i wish he can be here with me, but i dont want him to sacrifice because of me, yet, i am too slefish to go with him.

18 may

it was my b'day, n it was the day he left.
because of his visa has expired, n new visa havent come out yet.
both of us cried. i cried seriously alot. i knew he need to leave on fri. n starting from that day, never been happy. though since we started, i know 1 day, something bad might happen, but knowing this, still make me very depress.

lots of problem we need to face. unsure when will he come back. or maybe it will be better if he never come back. again n again, i feel that i am spoiling his future if he stay here. it's hard for him to get a good job here. anyhow, i will still wait, no matter how long. or maybe if he is not coming back, 1 day, i will go n find him.

work

gonna finish diploma by end of april. starting from may, will be industrial training. i am lucky to get a company not too far from home, it's at segambut. suppose to start work on may, but because they need ppl urgently, so i started work 23rd of march. work as part time, only go for wed, thur(half), n fri.

something nice about my company, all shoes are put outside of the office. when i went for interview, i though of speaking english. but once i entered, the boss speak chinese with me. he is also nice.

working there isnt so good. my department are mainly malays. only those with higher post are chinese. so it's quite bored. never chat with them, always have meals alone. haiz... i am not critic, but just dont know wat to talk, n they never invite me to have lunch together.

last wed, came a chinese lady, working in purchasing department. she feel bored working here to. n ask to go lunch outside, when there is a chance. but i dont really like her.

1st car accident =( 28/2

such a bad day today, the last day of feb, had an accident.

around 12, fetch my sis to interview, then ballet. when about reaching ballet studio, crossing road at a cross junction, crashed with a car. Ok, it sound my is my fault, but both of us also should be responsible. i admit, i dint stop down n the junction, but i did slow down. and i actually dint saw any car, that's why i cross without stopping. then so happen that the car drove so fast from the left direction, and i crashed into her car.

i think she know her mistake, but this case, if reported to police, surely will become my fault, coz my front part knock hers side.

since i dont want to have so many ma fan, making police report is troublesome, so i suggest just settle it. but that bitch wan 500bucks for me. wtf, not a serious case, k. i said i dont have tat much, n ask her to repair then only claim from me, i'll leave my num for her. she dont want, saying tat i will change my phone num. then i said, or else, i leave phone num, photostate ic n copy my num plate. dont want too. ==

fine. end up decide going to report. b4 deciding to report, i actually wanted to take photo on her car condition n car plate, but since wanted to make report, so i was thinking to go police station only take. a man came to assist him, n he copied my car plate. i have nothing of hers, she have my car plate num.

ok, then she said go kepong police station, i said i dont know where. so she ask me to follow. but after following awhile, i am lost. search around there for some moment, went around carefour n the police station area, cant see her car. so i just went home.

mom went yoga, dad went work, no one to tell, actually i am not afraid about the crash, but was worried about the reporting. will i be saman or something, for not following her to make report. ignoring about that, then i went coll, thinking that after coming back from coll, still within 24hrs, if really need to report still can go.

reached home after coll, tell mom about that. mom said dont bother about that. then she call my uncle, uncle said, no need to make report. if the claim come, just claim from insurance. mom said it will just a trouble for the lady. making report is troublesome. n might need to go somewhere furthur for the police station.

wanted to call kah chun to fetch me to taekwon-do just now. but so happen, he said he met accident yst(27/2), n mom banned him from driving. read elaine's blog just now. she had accident on 25/2. n me on 28/2. such a continuously. 1st accident, hoping to be the last 1 too.

(photo source: http://macedonian.wunderground.com/blog/ricderr)

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

bad day

yesterday, after ballet class, i went metro prima, jusco.

was stuck in 2nd floor for half an hour. dont know why ppl crowded there where 3rd floor still having quite amount of parking place.

after parking, i put my ballet beg in the car boot. i went there from 2-4pm. when i reach home, i couldn't open the car boot with my key. the key hole decline abit instead of straight. damn. so have to use to switch in the car. but when i open, my beg isn't inside. my car boot usually is empty, so it is obvious if my beg isnt there. got shock. immediately call mom. i know it was stolen.

sad. in the beg, there are 2 skirts, 4 pairs of shoes. character skirt, shiffon skirt, soft shoes, character shoes, pointe shoes, demi-pointe shoes. the shoes still ok, i want back the skirts. actually was my sis's, n it is still new. the demi-pointe shoes is alr very old, n i have a new pair, so it's fine. also have a new soft shoes with me, n just bought a new pointe shoes. the only thing is maybe need to ask teacher to get me a second hand character, and have to wear my old skirts for exam.

actually when i just reach metro prima, the lift is not functioning, and all partition into jusco are closed. then the staff there said, got ppl steal things in jusco, so all partition automatically close. after they caught the ppl, will open back. i am wondering, the ppl who steal things in jusco, n the person who steal my beg, izzit the same person. there must be someone saw me putting beg to the car boot, n though is something valueble. my car boot even no alarm, so it is easy to steal. learn this lesson, but watever u want to put, before u enter the parking bay.

went there again to make report. hoping that, if they found, they will call to return. it is something useless to the thief, but important to me. no use to keep it.

such a bad luck having this happen 2 days before cny.

爱一个人

爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

可以随时牵手，但请不要随便分手