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爱情不能等你有空才珍惜。。。

2010-03-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

this is specially dedicate for my dear friend, elaine...

我们总是以为
我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人
可是当我们回首
才发觉自己曾经多么天真

假如从来没有开始
你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实
很爱很爱的感觉
是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的

茫茫人海可以找到一个心爱的人
这是多么大的福气
或许没有你想象那么好
应该也不会糟糕到哪里
所以要知福惜福好好珍惜
多说关怀话
少说责备话

如果你懂得珍惜
你会发现你获得的越来越多
如果你一昧追求
你会发现你失去的越来越快

爱情合理就好
不要委屈将就
不要相信完美的爱情
其实彼此有缺点
有一种纯朴的可爱就足够了
当我们只拥有一只鞋子的时候
才会明白失去另一只鞋子的滋味
消逝的恋情总是刻骨铭心的
珍惜或放下
都是生命中必经的过程

相爱的时候需要真诚
争执的时候需要沟通
生气的时候需要冷静
愉快的时候需要分享
指责的时候需要谅解
过日子的时候需要包容

一个人的生命里
擦肩而过的人有千千万万
有几个是知音
有几个是深爱自己的人
爱情再坚固
也无法承受忙碌的侵蚀
你忙得天荒地乱
你忙得忘记关心
你忙得身心疲惫
你忙得无所适从
但是
爱情不能等你有空才珍惜！

2010-01-16T00:38:00.002+08:00

confirm flying on
18 JAN 2010...
wont postpone again...
bye bye everyone.

finally

2009-12-22T21:49:00.011+08:00

Finally, everything is over....

Decision has been bade. I am flying by end of the month or early of next year. date not confirm yet, but mostly 2nd jan. Leaving to abu dhabi, working as quantity surveyor. for those who dont know where is abu dhabi, it's a city, next to dubai, capital of United Arab Emirates. and for those who are concern, dubai is having finance problem, but not abu dhabi, so no worries.

27 nov 2009- 6E gathering
organize by zhen yu, went to teacher tan's house again. due to some problem, teacher having tuition class that day. but she still spend time accompany us. stay at teacher's house till 12midnight, then cont yam cha till 3 something. talk n talk alot. this gathering was better than the previous 1.

2008

2009

28-29 nov 2009- instructor seminar
spending 2 days 1 night in genting, get certify for level 1 instructor. this seminar is much much more better than the previous balck belt seminer, despite the food and the fees.

me n santa clause choi san ye

from sleangor

everyone

level 1 instructor badge

12 dec 2009- mr. tan tien aik's wedding dinner
suppose staff need to reach hotel around 3.30, having lunch there, and prepare. but i need to teach ballet, so end up reaching at 6. 80 tables, a grand 1...

the night before

ms teng, jing, eqin, diana

diana & jing

loo & jing

13 dec 2009- charity concert
concert over, all ballet classes over... concert was super tiring. not performing well that day, i should be able to do it better, yet it's over.

xiao en, the student i love the most. she is only 3

daddy, jing, mom

elaine, gina, jing

jing & teacher ai hong

jing & amos

right or left

2009-09-21T22:03:00.003+08:00

currently my like is = works....
working mon to sat, no free time at all. weekdays night, have to teach tuition, go ballet, teach ballet... but luckily, no more meeting on thurs night. sat after work, need to teach ballet, then taekwon-do at night. sun, having ballet concert class in the noon.

ballet concert will be on 13 dec, which means that i will miss taekwon-do national championship. haiz, i choose concert. for no reason. maybe i love ballet more. however, i ballet is bad, my taekwon-do is better. more joy n fun if i choose competition, but concert is tiring n might be on stage not even 5 minutes. yet, i choose concert.

uncle was asking me to go abu dhabi, as soon as possible, coz they are having new project, n need ppl. mom asking me to go too. but i insist after the concert. i might miss this opportunity, if after concert. almost arguing with mom, b'coz of this.
good thing: earn lots lots of money, i can be very rich after 3 years.
bad point: i need to give up everything here. which i dont want.
1）i want to take adv 1 exam next year, or at least adv found. i have been working hard for that.
2) i am teaching ballet now, i dont wanna stop it.
3) i wanna go taekwon-do competition, performance, n everything. since i choose, concert instead of competition, n if i go abu dhabi, i will never have to chance to take part in competition anymore.
4) qs is not my future or long term career. i dont like sitting in office.

so, what should i choose. my i promise mom to go after the concert. n now, i change my mind abit, i'll go after next year chinese new year, if uncle still want me.

taekwon-do

2009-07-26T15:56:00.013+08:00

last month, 25th-28th june, went kedah for kejohanan seni mempertahanan diri. i won 1 gold n 2 bronze. gold for sparring, bronze for individual pattern and team pattern. n finally we got 3rd among all the state. selangor never has such a good result, n we are amining for better result for the national championship in dec. sarawak is a super strong team. n since the sarawak isnt joining for national championship, it's a good chance.
sel team is the craziest team among all, but was told that we are the most discipline. maybe because we have the most spirit and cooperative team. whole team run here and there to support our members.
this kejohanan is a grand 1, organize by government, n having not only itf taekwon-do, but also others.
on the last day of the competition, copetitors from all martial art, gather in a stadium, n they r doing a malaysia record with most martial artist gather toghether. all martial art take turn to perform. nice nice. there are some martial art really geng...

lots of surprise. event that we thought can win, we lose. event that we never aspect anything, we win. haiz, that's luck.

next month, will be having many events.
8aug, t'do semunar + selection for national championship. national championship will be held in dec, but the date havent fix yet. i am worry it will crash with ballet concert, which is very high possibility. ballet concert on 13 dec. 6 dec is too early, as spm might havent finish, 20 dec is a public holiday, if not mistaken, n 27 dec is abit too late. so, anyone can suggest me which to choose, if crash. haiz.

16aug, black belt grading test, at brem mall. 1st time having grading test in public, somemore is my black belt grading test. haiz. tough for me. i still not able to do breaking for side kick n flying side kick. damn damn.

23aug, ladies self defence seminar, in brem mall too, it's open to public. so welcome everyone to bring ur girl frens, aunty mummy, a ma, po po or watever. i am the person incharge for this event.

here's some photo for the kejohanan seni mempertahanan diri 2009...

my side kick. =P

being force to do so

me n he

dearest coach n me

whole selangor team

my opponent from johor

receiving medal

sel team, having breakfast on the stage.

random

2009-05-22T00:25:00.003+08:00

days are getting more tiring. maybe it's good, busy life make me have no time to think about unhappy.
let's see how bz i am. i started to have industrial training in the beginning of may, working full time as qs.
mon: after work, go makan or lepak awhile, then go for tuition.
tues: after work, immediately tuition then taekwon-do
wed: after work, about 2 hours rest at home, then ballet
thur: after work, immediately ballet, then taekwon-do
fri: after work. tuition
sat: work till 1.30, then teach ballet till 3.30, then night taekwon-do
sun: morning ballet, noon not fix, having taekwon-do training once in a while

start helping teacher to teach ballet this week. last week having replacement class. teaching children around primary skl are still ok. teaching small small kids really give me a big head.

taekown-do under 23 national competition in end of june, at kelantan. starting to have more training now. selangor is giving more pressure this time. haiz. taekwon-do camp on next weekend. he supposingly to be going, alr register, but now cant.

lots of things havent do. ic and my result came out few weeks, yet no time to take. company require to open RHB bank account, still no time to open.

i wanted to have break, wanted to have holidays. but since he left, i think it's better to have a pack schedule.

lots of problem we need to face. and still no solution yet. i am confuse. i am selfish. i wish he can be here with me, but i dont want him to sacrifice because of me, yet, i am too slefish to go with him.

18 may

2009-05-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

it was my b'day, n it was the day he left.
because of his visa has expired, n new visa havent come out yet.
both of us cried. i cried seriously alot. i knew he need to leave on fri. n starting from that day, never been happy. though since we started, i know 1 day, something bad might happen, but knowing this, still make me very depress.

lots of problem we need to face. unsure when will he come back. or maybe it will be better if he never come back. again n again, i feel that i am spoiling his future if he stay here. it's hard for him to get a good job here. anyhow, i will still wait, no matter how long. or maybe if he is not coming back, 1 day, i will go n find him.

work

2009-04-13T23:14:00.004+08:00

gonna finish diploma by end of april. starting from may, will be industrial training. i am lucky to get a company not too far from home, it's at segambut. suppose to start work on may, but because they need ppl urgently, so i started work 23rd of march. work as part time, only go for wed, thur(half), n fri.

something nice about my company, all shoes are put outside of the office. when i went for interview, i though of speaking english. but once i entered, the boss speak chinese with me. he is also nice.

working there isnt so good. my department are mainly malays. only those with higher post are chinese. so it's quite bored. never chat with them, always have meals alone. haiz... i am not critic, but just dont know wat to talk, n they never invite me to have lunch together.

last wed, came a chinese lady, working in purchasing department. she feel bored working here to. n ask to go lunch outside, when there is a chance. but i dont really like her.

1st car accident =( 28/2

2009-03-01T01:00:00.003+08:00

such a bad day today, the last day of feb, had an accident.

around 12, fetch my sis to interview, then ballet. when about reaching ballet studio, crossing road at a cross junction, crashed with a car. Ok, it sound my is my fault, but both of us also should be responsible. i admit, i dint stop down n the junction, but i did slow down. and i actually dint saw any car, that's why i cross without stopping. then so happen that the car drove so fast from the left direction, and i crashed into her car.

i think she know her mistake, but this case, if reported to police, surely will become my fault, coz my front part knock hers side.

since i dont want to have so many ma fan, making police report is troublesome, so i suggest just settle it. but that bitch wan 500bucks for me. wtf, not a serious case, k. i said i dont have tat much, n ask her to repair then only claim from me, i'll leave my num for her. she dont want, saying tat i will change my phone num. then i said, or else, i leave phone num, photostate ic n copy my num plate. dont want too. ==

fine. end up decide going to report. b4 deciding to report, i actually wanted to take photo on her car condition n car plate, but since wanted to make report, so i was thinking to go police station only take. a man came to assist him, n he copied my car plate. i have nothing of hers, she have my car plate num.

ok, then she said go kepong police station, i said i dont know where. so she ask me to follow. but after following awhile, i am lost. search around there for some moment, went around carefour n the police station area, cant see her car. so i just went home.

mom went yoga, dad went work, no one to tell, actually i am not afraid about the crash, but was worried about the reporting. will i be saman or something, for not following her to make report. ignoring about that, then i went coll, thinking that after coming back from coll, still within 24hrs, if really need to report still can go.

reached home after coll, tell mom about that. mom said dont bother about that. then she call my uncle, uncle said, no need to make report. if the claim come, just claim from insurance. mom said it will just a trouble for the lady. making report is troublesome. n might need to go somewhere furthur for the police station.

wanted to call kah chun to fetch me to taekwon-do just now. but so happen, he said he met accident yst(27/2), n mom banned him from driving. read elaine's blog just now. she had accident on 25/2. n me on 28/2. such a continuously. 1st accident, hoping to be the last 1 too.

2009-02-14T01:26:00.000+08:00

(photo source: http://macedonian.wunderground.com/blog/ricderr)

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

bad day

2009-01-25T12:26:00.002+08:00

yesterday, after ballet class, i went metro prima, jusco.

was stuck in 2nd floor for half an hour. dont know why ppl crowded there where 3rd floor still having quite amount of parking place.

after parking, i put my ballet beg in the car boot. i went there from 2-4pm. when i reach home, i couldn't open the car boot with my key. the key hole decline abit instead of straight. damn. so have to use to switch in the car. but when i open, my beg isn't inside. my car boot usually is empty, so it is obvious if my beg isnt there. got shock. immediately call mom. i know it was stolen.

sad. in the beg, there are 2 skirts, 4 pairs of shoes. character skirt, shiffon skirt, soft shoes, character shoes, pointe shoes, demi-pointe shoes. the shoes still ok, i want back the skirts. actually was my sis's, n it is still new. the demi-pointe shoes is alr very old, n i have a new pair, so it's fine. also have a new soft shoes with me, n just bought a new pointe shoes. the only thing is maybe need to ask teacher to get me a second hand character, and have to wear my old skirts for exam.

actually when i just reach metro prima, the lift is not functioning, and all partition into jusco are closed. then the staff there said, got ppl steal things in jusco, so all partition automatically close. after they caught the ppl, will open back. i am wondering, the ppl who steal things in jusco, n the person who steal my beg, izzit the same person. there must be someone saw me putting beg to the car boot, n though is something valueble. my car boot even no alarm, so it is easy to steal. learn this lesson, but watever u want to put, before u enter the parking bay.

went there again to make report. hoping that, if they found, they will call to return. it is something useless to the thief, but important to me. no use to keep it.

such a bad luck having this happen 2 days before cny.

爱一个人

2009-01-12T03:08:00.002+08:00

爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

可以随时牵手，但请不要随便分手

dec 2008/2009

2009-01-10T15:59:00.012+08:00

2008 has gone, and it's 2009 now.
started new sem, the last sem for my diploma, and after cny, it's time to start finding for industrial training.
got my result for previous sem, worst result i ever get. 3 B-. =( cgpa not even 3. it pulled down my overall cgpa. even if i get 4.0 in this sem, my overall also cant get 3.7, which i wish to.

never updated in dec, so let's see what i had did during my holidays.

27-30 nov: right after i finish my exam, went to penang for u-23 martial art championship. won 3rd place for team pattern. the 1st time going for black belt competition.
while ppl practicing, preparing to compete, we went around penang for food n fun... weee....
was staying in um hostel, n frens are even gambling in the midnight.

representative from selangor

my team

7 dec: muno chuah wedding dinner. 1st time going for fren's wedding

13,14 dec: taekwon-do national championship in ipoh. was held in ipoh parade. so u can imagine the crowd. specially when breaking test. won 3rd price for team pattern n team sparring as well, 1 mark less than the gold winner for the team pattern. n for team sparring, i never represent, but got medals too, blek. won by team mate.

me, in individual pattern

panjang n me, he is so tall

selangor representative

me n team mate

21 dec: working as usher/promoter for the launching of CSL S1 swaroski designal phone at ioi mall. have a look at the csl phone counter when have chance. the phone look like casing/cosmetic casement, instead of phone. it look fine outside, but bad inside(personal opinion). legs super tired tat day. whole day with heels that not fit.

23 dec: went tarc to watch encore singing and dancing competition. 2 frens involve, elaine n jolene. n they won. good job.

27-28 dec: promoter for csl S1 again at subang parade. Sis at lawyat, another 2 frens at sunway n sg.wang. i got the best place compare to the rest. not so stressful as compare with them. i just give out flyers, n explain when customers ask, while the rest of them, really push for the sale.

31 dec. having bbq as new year countdown at jc's house. surprisingly saw chi wei they. never meet her since leaving secondary.

n now, for this new year, i have endless busy life. having class even on sat n sun. off on wed n fri. n start thinking about after diploma. should i cont studies? maybe yes, but as part time.

HE and HE

2008-12-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

HE is someone who loves me, cares me.
HE is someone who i am be with now.
HE might not be able to stay long with me, depends to fate.
I dont think i suit him, i cant give what he want.

HE is someone i love, but i have to let go.
There were many conflict.
I dont know whether he love me, i am confused.
but HE will be forever ever, deep inside my heart.

10 Promises to My Dog

2008-11-06T12:33:00.002+08:00

a movie that is shown in gsc international screen now. a movie that i wanna watch.
another movie about dog. a sad movie. i wonder why, movie about dog have to always be sad.

the synopsis:
When 14-year-old Akari (Fukuda Mayuko) finds a Golden Retriever puppy in her backyard, her mother (Takashima Reiko) approves of her keeping the puppy on condition that she never forgets "The 10 Promises" of dog ownership. Together, they name the puppy "Socks" from her white paw markings, and Socks prove to be a faithful and devoted friend to Akari as she goes through many trials during her growing years. However, as time went by and Akari grew up (Tanaka Rena), she slowly forgets about "The 10 Promises"... until one fateful day, when she is cruelly reminded of those of "The 10 Promises" which she did and did not keep with Socks.

the trailer:

i feel sad even by watching the trailer. think twice when u wanna rear a dog. love ur pet as ur family.

the 10 promises:
1.請給我一點時間，讓我了解你對我的要求是什麼。
give me some time, let me understand what u want.
2.”信賴我”那對我非常重要。
'believe me'. that's important to me.
3.你要知道，無論你如何對待我，我將永遠不會忘記。
you have to know, no matter how u treat me, i never forget/
4.當你因為責罵我的不合作、固執或懶惰之前，請你想想，是否有什麼正困擾著我，或許我沒獲得我應有的食物，我已經很久沒在溫暖的陽光下奔跑，又或者我的心臟已經太弱及太老。
before you scold me becoz of uncooperative, stubborn, laziness, pls think, izzit anything bothering me, or maybe i dont get my food, i dont get the freedom, or my heart is too weak n old.
5.請偶而對我說說話，縱使我不懂你說的內容，但我聽的懂，那是你的聲音在陪伴我。
talk to me, though i cant understand the content, but i understand that, ur voice is accompanying me.
6.當你打我時，請記得，我其實擁有可以咬碎你手骨的尖銳牙齒，我只是選擇不咬。
when u beat me, pls remember that, i have sharp teeth that can break ur bone, just that i choose not to bite.
7.在我年老時，請好好照顧我，因為你也是會變老的。
when i am old, take good care of me, becoz u will get old too.
8.請別對我生氣太久，也別把我關起來當作是懲罰。你有你的工作、你的娛樂、你的朋友，但你卻是我的僅有。
dont angry of me for too long, n dont shut me as punishment. u have job, entertaintment, frens, but i have only u.
9.在你把我帶回家之前，請記得，我的壽命只有10~15年，你的離棄，會是我最大的痛苦。
before u bring me home, pls remember that, i can only live for 10-15 years, ur abandon, is my biggest pain.
10.當我要捱過最辛苦的歷程時，請千萬不要說「我不忍心看他這麼痛苦」或是「讓我不在場時才發生」。我要你知道，只要有你和我在一起，所有的事都會變得簡單容易接受。
when i am suffering, pls dont say 'i am not being cruel enough to see him suffer' or 'let it happen when i am not aroung'. you have to know, only when u r with me, everything will become easier to accept.

my current life

2008-10-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

i have a bz life recently, or should say all the time. =P
the only free day i have now is thur n sun.
let's see...

mon: class(10am-5pm), science tuition(time not confirm), ballet(9pm-10.15pm)
tues: class(2pm-5pm), math tuition(7.30-9.30)
wed: class(10am-5pm), ballet(8pm-9.45)
thur: free ^^, but night got meeting...
fri: class(10am-1pm), math tuition(4pm-6pm)
sat: t'do(8.30am-10am), ballet(12.30pm-2pm), t'do(8pm-10pm)

i am participating a taekwon-do competition by the end of nov. so now after add training. sat morning, will be training at bandar sri damansara, together with other ppl. there are 12 pattern routine that i need to remember, till now, i only know 3.... haiz...

my ankle =<

2008-10-05T11:02:00.002+08:00

i sprained my right ankle last night.
yesterday, i went early to taekwon-do to learn some sketches, preparing for a performance few weeks later.
i have performing taekwon-do experience, but the previous 1 is easy. now, i have to put in more difficult skills that i never do before.
when i was trying 1, i fall n sprained my ankle. such a ouch. i sprained my right ankle before in the past, n just left it untreated. so i wonder it be very bad when i hurt again this time.
after resting awhile, it feel better. n when i practice again, i injured again. this time was even more painful.
last night, i was still able to walk. when i reached home, my sis ask me to put ice n wrapped it. it did feel better. but after standing awhile. it became so pain that i have to unwrap it.
this morning, it become worse. i feel the pain even just walking. i barely walk. i even feel my bone is not in the correct place. =(
i not even sprain my ankle, i have lots of bruises too.
i want to recover fast. i wanna go ballet, i wanna do the performance. =(

人的一生會遇上的四個人

2008-10-02T01:06:00.001+08:00

人生就是為了找尋愛的過程，每個人的人生都要找到四個人。

第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.

首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。

但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？

沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你。

當一個人不愛你要離開你，
你要問自己還愛不愛他，
如果你也不愛他了，千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開；
如果你還愛他，你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂，
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起，絕不會阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已經不愛他了，
而如果你不愛他，你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢？

愛不是佔有，
你喜歡月亮，不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡，
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說，你愛一個人，也可以用另一種方式擁有，
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶，
如果你真愛一個人，就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好，也愛他的壞：
愛他的優點，也愛他的缺點，
絕不能因為愛他，就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子，
萬一變不成就不愛他了。

真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的，
你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞，你都希望這個人陪著你；
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守，也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟，感情必須付出，而不是只想獲得；
分開是一種必然的考驗，
如果你們感情不夠穩固，只好認輸，

真愛是不會變成怨恨的。
兩人在談情說愛的時候，
最喜歡叫對方發誓，許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓，
就是因為我們不相信對方，我們根本不相信情人，
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際：
海枯石爛、地老天荒，都不能改變我對你的愛!
明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒；
就算會，也活不到那時候。

許下諾言的時候千萬注意，不要許下可以實現的諾言，
最好是承諾做不到的事，
反正做不到的，隨便說說也不要緊，
請記住：”不可能實現的諾言最動人”
在愛情裡，說的是一套，做的是另一套；
講的人不相信，聽的人也不相信。

你呢？找到了第幾個？
茫茫人海中，你遇見了誰？誰又遇見了你？

Connie Talbot

2008-09-22T01:26:00.002+08:00

i thought i post about this lil gal b4.
quite a long time ago, i heard songs about this lil gal. she is seriously charming, adorable.
i am touch by her voice.

she participated Britain's got talent and got famous.
she has her own album now. so ppl might say she is cute, but dont sing well.
but her voice just calm me n it's kinda angel voice.

i wish

2008-09-22T00:29:00.007+08:00

i wish i am a good dancer.

i wish i am a good ice skater.

i wish i were a gymnast.

i admire people who dance well.
i admire people who skate well.
i admire people who are flexible.

i can only dance ballet, a poor one.
i can skate a little bit.
i am flexible, but not as good as a gymnast.

i wanna learn more dances, improve my skills.
i wanna skate more, skate better.
i wanna be more flexible

Life

2008-09-13T01:11:00.001+08:00

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is costly, care for it.
Life is wealth, keep it.
Life is love, enjoy it.
Life is mystery, know it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

~ Mother Teresa

updates (16th august)

2008-08-16T04:25:00.004+08:00

it has been a long time i never update...

in the past month, my time was quite packed.
~ start teaching tuition, form 2 mathematics
~ done perfect night, not so perfect, but satisfied
~ went siemen run, tesco walk of life, avon walks (miss addidas run, going to miss shape run too ><)
~ 5sc3 gathering, not many ppl, but enjoy
~ went genting... yea, nice trip

i remember there are more things i did, but just cant remember...

since yoga zone is having problem, i exercise less... haiz... so long never go running... more outings n eat more recently... gonna brankup...

and now, olympic time, but i cant watch everything, i miss alot that i wanted to watch, miss women gymnastic, miss some swimming, miss diving... gonna watch back those clips after exam. n yea, malaysia badminton man single, get into final... hoping for gold.

exam is coming soon, 1 week later... haiz, everything still blur... i do seriously bad this sem... dont know how am i gonna sit for the exam.
~ econ, 3 more chapter to go, i wonder how lec finish the syllabus, too many cancellation class n replacement
~ qs, totally blur, blur ><
~ ct, i did really bad for mid-term, need to work alot alot more harder if i wanna get good result
~ cpc, i think still ok gua, i think...
~ ser, the only sub that i am not so afraid. haiz

things to do after exam:
~ skating (weee....)
~ buy books
~ eat dim sum
~ change blogskin

coming days+ next month

2008-06-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

this end of june n july, i will be bz...
my time table is packed...

27 june (8-11)- phantom of the opera
28 june (8pm) taekwon-do exam
29 june (7.30am)- mc.donald olympic run
30 june-5 july- mid term exam week
12 july- econ replacement class(11-4), cheer competition, bon odori ( wanna go both, but mostly cant =< )
13 july- cheer competition (need to sacrifice ballet class)
18 july- ser presentation
26 july- paid night (lots of things to think @@)

n there is lots of assignment to summit on july... i am dying for tat... since i always do it last minute.
assignment due date:
5 july- economics
6 july- cpc
15 july- qs 2
18 july- ct3

in this coming days, i'll need to get students for david motivation talk, need to prepare/think for the paid night, need to do assignment. plusing mon ballet class extend time. i'll have mon ballet 6.30-7.30, then cont from 8.30-10.

updates (7th june)

2008-06-14T00:28:00.003+08:00

went to seventeen summer splash with elaine, vivian, bei er n jc...

last year summer splash was fun, so i though this year will be too.
when we reach, it was a serious long q to enter... ok, we r petient enough to wait... although there wasnt anymore goodies bag, we still want to go in for some fun.
after waiting long time under the hot sun, finally we get in. inside was a crowd. hardly move. it's like a 3-5 times of ppl than the last year.

elaine, vivian, bei er got locker. so i n jc decided to just tumpang our important stuff in the locker, n put our bags above of the locker like wat others did.
this year hunks was sucks, girls still ok. although there is big crowd, we still get to have some fun in the water.

then around 4, we decided to change n have some walks in pyramid, since the concert was quite bored.
lockers having problem, n they have to get the ppl in charge to open it.
when i n jc wanted to get our bags, she couldnt find hers.
mine was just putting together with hers, but hers was lost. we find everywhere, we spent lots of time, we made report, but nothing helps. the bag is lost. jc even climb over the locker to search it.

not only hers lost, many others too. some lost shoes.
some who put things in lockers lost theirs too.
in her bags, there is nothing valuable. why there will ppl wanted to steal it?
she lost her clothes, pants, shoes, everything.
luckily, i brought extra slipper. n leong brought clothes for jc... if not, i dont know how would she need to go home.

sad case. i wanted to meet gina tat day. n i went just b'coz she said she is going.
but end up, i dont have time to meet her. =(
poor jc, was so sad tat day. n i am guilty. i am the 1 who ask her to go. sorry dear... i'll love u always. =( sorry...

when i am leaving, we saw fire engines going in. the the guard was rushing us out. we know something wrong.
the next day, in newspaper, showed there was 30-50 motorbikes being burnt...
so what was happening? some 'ppl' went purposely to do crime? steal bags, steal shoes n burnt motorbikes?
such a bad management they have. they should have more spaces for us to put things.

taekwondo competition

2008-06-04T12:07:00.005+08:00

smart reader english classes

2008-05-03T23:08:00.003+08:00

today, i went teaching kids english. teaching 'smart readers' classes. from the early morning 9am till 5.30pm.
it was replacement classes for my mom's fren since she will be out station.

there was 4 classes, the 1st class is the youngest, the most headache class... there were 7 students between 4 to 5 years old. the syllabus tat i need to teach is simple, it was just abc n simple words. BUT the class was quite a mess. u know, kids, it's hard to make them listen to u.

then the 2nd 1, it's much more better. the easiest class to teach. they are 5-6 years old. it's only 1 or 2 years old diff from the previous. but their behavior is a huge diff. they can read together, n they will understand wat u want them to do.
their level are same as the previous, but then i can finish wat i suppose to teach for this class in 1.30hours. the rest of the 30 min, i let them colouring n this is when they start singing n dancing. haha, i love this class, except there was 1 too quite.
while the previous class, i almost can finish.. haiz...they proceed too slow n too many interruption.

the noon class, the 1st class in the rojak class. 1 lvl 7, 1 lvl 5, 3 lvl 2, n 1 lvl 4. it's quite hard to teach. i have to attend them 1 by 1. some can do well in their works, some cant. n this class like to go toilet alot.@.@

2nd noon class, this class is from 9 years old to 11 years old. so it's nice to teach. n not teaching the 'smart reader' program, but grammars. however, i found the grammar teaching method for them is not suitable, n i dont think tat way is effective. they were doing the diff lvl as well. there was i surprisingly things for this class. today, there is a 7 years old gal joining. she is new. super quite, but cute. the rest of the students was surprise to see her joining as well. the book that i was asked to give her was higher level. where by some of the 9-11 years old havent even reach. so basically, it might be too hard for the girl.

after having all these class, i was so tired, exhausted... not an easy job on teaching students.
the principal said if she open new classes in june, she probably will let me teach. n maybe teaching chinese as well... =) (i dont want small kids class, it's better to teach those 6 years old n above)

exam

2008-04-20T01:15:00.003+08:00

exam starts next mon...
i have 3 days continuously exam, then before the last paper will have 1 day rest.

mon: qs1(2pm)
tues: law(9.30am), ser(2pm)
wed: cmt(9.30am)
fri: mpw (2.30pm)
i will be in hell from mon till wed. dont have any free time in between the papers. so i'll need to prepare earlier. but till now, i am not prepared. n i dont have the mood to study... haiz.. =(

here comes some nice clips. spray painting art... awesome n cool...
i am watching while i am suppose to study =P

Perfect Paint Job - Click here for funny video clips

Perfect Paint Job 2 (spray Paint Art) - The most amazing bloopers are here

what should i do?

2008-04-14T14:07:00.002+08:00

teacher asked me whether i wanna take adv foun exam this year.
this is also something i am thinking.

if i take it this year, it's 50/50 for me to pass.
then i might need to take gaynor pointe shoes which will cost 300++. where the normal price for the other brand is only 100++.
wat if i fail? the exam fees isnt cheap too. it cost 200++. haiz.
if i take it this year, i will need to put ALOT more effort. but can i make it?

if i take next year, then the chances for me to pass will be higher(i think so). but then i am worrying. if i take it next year, at this moment, i will be having practical training. i might not having so many time to have more classes. n if i am not improving, maybe just maintain or it get worse? then i am just wasting my 1 yaer. n if i take the exam next year, then i will need to pay for another year fees.

so how? gonna tell teacher my decision later. i think i will choose to take adv foun next year. n start having grade 8 classes next month.
am i making the right choice? tell me!!!

Five Year Old Blind Genius Pianist

2008-04-10T01:02:00.003+08:00

watch this. a 5 years old blind little girl playing piano.
it's so touching.
A girl who was borned with no vision is a real musical genius. Nobody had taught her how to play on the piano and she had learned them purely by listening to the tune.

the second time she went to the show.
playing a nice song 'magic castle'

click n help

2008-04-06T02:28:00.012+08:00

click n help the animals. for every click, u will donate o.6 bowl of food to the rescued animals.
it's free. what u need to do is just click.
help the animals!

at the same web, u can also click to
~provide food for the hungers
~helping a woman in need to get mammogram
~helping a child in need to get healthcare
~help provide books for children
~protect endangered habitat (helping to protect 11.4 square feet of reinforest)

cute dog

2008-04-06T02:01:00.011+08:00

i was looking at some dogs daily life photos, n saw this group of photo with some description.

(went out to play after rain n became so dirty)

(after bath)

(it got punishment to stand b'coz of making some trouble)

dog: mummy, how long do i need to stand?
(look at its eyes. they are so pity full n innocent

dog: mummy, my legs are tired

it is such a adorable dog... i also wanna train my dog to stand... hehe

kl international marathon

2008-03-30T15:15:00.003+08:00

went for klim today. almost cant go, it was too early for me to take train. luckily dad willing to wake up n fetch me there.
reach around 6.30, meet wai kit n wai kien, then change clothe.

before we started, some participator for 42 n 21 km alr reach... all are foreigners. the top winners mostly are from kenya. such a good runners they are.

then we started at 7. such a big crowd, there was really ALOT people. 1st 20min, i run, after that, i start walk abit, run, walk abit. when i look at the front, there was no ending, such a lot of people. i though i was very back, but when i looked back, there was alot too. then in half way, some 7km n 21km participator added in the crowd too.

for the last 3km, started to speed up again. n finally reach at 8.20. yeah, finish within the qualified time. n i got medal too. medal is given to the 1st 500 in the 10km categories. i think i am about 250 to 350. i not sure. they dint show the result in the web. =( those ppl later than me about 15min, still receiving medals. so i guess i am around that.

however surprisingly, wai kien n wai kit dint get the medal. they ended so much earlier than me. wai kien end at 8.05 while wai kit reached at 8.10. this indicate male runners are more n they are so much faster than the female.
chris said he ended at 8 n got medal too. congrates. ^^

after reaching, wai kien n i was searching for wai kit. we though he lost. =P then chit-chatting, n go makan.
i reach home at 11 something, n went to ballet at 12.30. 'xiao xiao' me... haha... after exhausting, still have energy for ballet. wakaka.

my next year klim target, reach in 1 hour. =p
there are alot of marathon in next few months, i think we will take part too.

here's my certificate n medal.

bye

2008-03-25T00:17:00.003+08:00

yesterday morning(25/3), when i was sleeping, mom told me that ah gong has passed away. it was quite shocked but not surprised. he was in and out from hospital quite frequently.
since last year, he would need to enter hospital few months once, until recently, 2 weeks once.
he was send into hospital again in yesterday. but not in icu, which normally he will be. he was only in the normal ward which means it wasnt too serious.
in the previous few times when he entered hospital, the doctor already said it is only 50/50 chances to live. n even last year, once, the doctor even asked us to have ready. but once n once again, he won the war, but not this time.
started '打斋‘. yet, i still went for ballet, n going for college later. i know some people will have 'pantang'. so sorry for that.
but i would not be able to go college on thur, which would be having ser presentation, coz will be having funeral.
grandpa was suffering from serious asthma, due to heavy smoking when he was young. he cant even get out from his room, since last year. that's why i hate smoker n keep telling my friends:

'STOP SMOKING'

Bobbie, the Wonder Dog

2008-03-23T18:36:00.002+08:00

In 1923, while on a family road trip in Indiana, Bobbie—a two-year old Scotch Collie/English Shepherd mix—was separated from his owners and lost. After an exhaustive search the broken-hearted family returned to their home in Oregon never expecting to see their beloved dog again.

Six months later, Bobbie appeared on their doorstep mangy and scrawny with feet worn to the bone; he showed all the signs of having walked the entire way back alone.

During his ordeal he crossed 2,800 miles of plain, desert and mountains in the dead of winter to return home. After his return to Silverton, he experienced a meteoric rise to fame. He was the subject of newspaper articles including Ripley's Believe it or Not, books and film.

Bobbie gained fans throughout the world and earned himself the title of “Wonder Dog”.He received hundreds of letters from people around the world and was honored with a jewel-studded harness and collar, ribbons and keys to cities.

Upon his death in 1927, he was buried with honors at the Oregon Humane Society’s pet cemetery. A week later Rin Tin Tin laid a wreath at his grave. Bobbie’s demonstration of loyalty is celebrated each year in Silverton during the month of May when the town holds a children’s pet parade as a reminder of the special place animals and pets have in our lives.

2008-03-19T00:00:00.002+08:00

after busing with assignment, i had presentation on last sat n mon.

sat malaysian studies presentation, not really prepared, n was just coming back from lab test. thanks for the other group members for their help n their willingness to wait for me.

mon cmt presentation, glad to see everyone wearing smart. i n chee hwa was the 5th group. we almost out of the time limit. wondering whether ms izzati deduct marks for that. poor jc n lee teng. their power point was affect by virus n coz some trouble.
it's nice to see those juniors present. some of them are cute. having some fun. xp
anyway, i got the best female presenter for cmt2...... among 3 galz. lol. it is pointless.

then this 2 days was doing qs assignment. having lots of problems. have to ask lec tomorrow n do ot on spot to pass up.
n still have cmt tutorial to pass up tomorrow.
after tomorrow, will be doing lab report, ser presentation, law assignment 2, qs assignment 2.

next sun is time for klim. today run for 4.5 km for 45 min. no improvement.
actually planning to run logger. i still have the strength n stamina. but the problem is right side of the rib part was panning. i not sure it was muscle pain or wat. not the 1st time having this problem. haiz.

was watching 最美丽的第七天. just finish. it's a nice drama the couples in the drama are so sweet. n with a adorable doggie. the dog is really smart. such a lovely dog it is.
this is a nice quote from the drama: 上帝创造天地万物，用了七天的时间。祂将最美丽的事物，都放在世人的面前。所以人生在世，无论经历过什么，只要你懂得珍惜，一切都可以是最美好。

finally

2008-03-12T10:48:00.002+08:00

finally i done my cmt2 assignment... =) satisfied with it, the last minute work. was really rushing for the assignment n this cause me unable to go for celebration for kheli. sorry... and happy belated b'day. =)
after this, will need to do qs assignment, and continue with law assignment 2.

last mon, went out with mr.gavin. haha... it has been 1 year from ns, n for so long, we never meet. was nice to be out with him... we went mid vally around 2, walked at the top floor, had drinks, then went home around 4.

went jogging last night. for a whole week i never go, was busy exam. due to the rain, yst only so little ppl there. i only saw 4 human beings, besides the guards. nice to jog alone, but it was scary too...
stamina dropped alot after 1 week. 30 min for 3 km... i need to speed up.

All About My Dog - Marimo

2008-03-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

2008-03-08T20:41:00.002+08:00

finally mid-term test is over...
not really do well...
materials n services still ok.

qs theory part sucks, some of my frens only know how to und the theory, but i can answer calculation... perhaps i will score 0 for theory.

law even worse... i actually quite confident that i can score full marks for the last ques, which is 20m, but lack of time. b'coz i was doing in rush, i made lots of mistake. the last ques, i miss 1 point, n wrote wrongly for 1 of the case... sad =(
i dont even have time to check my obj ques... sure a lot will be wrong...=( 4m per ques leh...
i memorize clearly for all the points, but end up cant score.
i though there was 2.15 hours for us to do, where by there was only 1.15. so at the beginning, i took my own sweet time to think n do pro[erly.
when the lec said : u have only 30min left, i was like 'huh, wat the' i was just about to start the 2nd ques of sec b...

haiz, so upset. sob...

2008-03-08T00:07:00.004+08:00

so emotional i am... crying this 2 nights
-read few sad dogs stories
-grandpa in bad condition
-friend leaving

对养宠物的人讲的故事

2008-03-07T22:45:00.013+08:00

有一次，带家里的狗看医生，坐上一辆记程车。

由于狗咳嗽得厉害，吸引了司机的注意，反身问我：「狗感冒了吗？」

「是呀！从昨晚就咳個不停。」我说。

司机突然長叹一声：「唉!咳得和人一模一样呀！」话谭子一打开，司机說了一个养狗的痛苦经验：

很多年前，他养了一条大狼狗，长得太大了，食量非常惊人，加上吠声奇大，吵得人不能安宁，有一天他觉得负担太重，不想养了。

他把狼狗放在布袋里，载出去放生，為了怕牠跑回家，特地开车开了一百多公里，放到中部的深山。放了狗，他加速逃回家，狼狗在后面追了几公里就消失了。

经过一个星期，一天半夜听到有人用力敲門，开门一看，原來是那只大狼狗回來了，形容枯槁，及为狼狽，显然是经过长时间的奔跑和寻找。

记程车司机虽然十分讶异，但是他二话不说，又从家里拿出布袋，把狼狗裝入布袋，再次帶去放生，這一次，他从北宜公路狂奔到宜蘭，一路听到狼狗低声号哭的声音。

到宜蘭山区，把布袋打开，发现满布袋都是血，血还继续从狼狗的嘴角流溢出來。他把狼狗的口拉开，发现狼狗的舌头段成两截。原來，狼狗咬舌自尽了。

司机说完这個故事，车里陷入及深的靜默，我从照后鏡里看到司机那通紅的眼睛。经过一会儿，他才说：「我每次看到別人的狗，都会想到我那一只咬舌自尽的狗，這一件事会使我痛苦一輩子，我真不是人呀！我比一只狗还不如呀！

dogs are loyal n smart animal. no matter how far u bring it to, it will still go back to u. treat u dogs well as u treat to ur family.
dogs have better personality than everyone of us
Never keeps a pet if u dont want to care it till it dies

宠物只是你生命的一部分，但
你却是你宠物生命全部

mid term test

2008-03-04T23:12:00.003+08:00

having mid term test now. kinda tension. it is just mid term test which only carries 20%, but i am stress like taking final.. =(

life is getting busier. after mid term, will continue rushing for assignments, still have lots to do, law assignment 2, material assignment, qs assignment. then presentation for materials, services, n m'sian studies.
after finishing all the assignments and presentation, it's time to study for final.

ballet add 1 more class, will be having 3 classes per week. then have to train for marathon, participate a marathon competition on 30th march. although just go for fun, still have to add more training.

perhaps will be teaching tution starting next week. teaching form 5 english. should i take it??? haiz... my english isnt tat good to teach form 5 la. below form 3 maybe can la...

watch

2008-02-10T18:01:00.000+08:00

She without arm, he without leg.. touching dance...

paloma herrere and angel corella... nice dance with excellent technique.

happy chinese new year

2008-02-07T01:38:00.000+08:00

yeh, it's year of rat...
my cny is damn boring(even more boring than usual)
lots of my cousins dint turn up.
hui kor kor n wif- not coming back
hong kor kor- not coming back, in either aus or uk. never seen him for years
cheng jie jie- married, so not here too.
kang kor kor- the only 1 who went, but go back around 9 with his mom
jayson kor kor- Australian, hardly have him during cny. even forgotten how he looks like.
so, boring rite? haiz.. miss out another two cousins, they went, but i dont know their name(=P), they are not my grandma's grandchildren. n they went back around 9 too.

none of the year we have the whole family there, but this year was the least ppl. when the time we pray, there was only 9 of us, where 5 of us are my siblings n my parents.
others either went home earlier or never come.

tomorrow, the 1st day of cny, perhaps will be a boring day too... bringing my notes to my grandpa house to study.

tomorrow morning, wanna go jogging. hopefully able to wake up. feel like going to sick. hopefully i wont, if not i'll miss lots of food.

2008-02-05T01:20:00.001+08:00

our performance

2008-01-28T22:58:00.001+08:00

so this is the video, it isn't very good, so, dont laugh

sentoria annual dinner

2008-01-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

finally, we(jing, waikit, kheli, jc, leeteng) went to perform for sentoria annual dinner on 26 jan. fyi. sentoria is the company that my college belongs to.
we have just practiced for 2 days for the performance, everything was so rush, the team that was suppose to perform, put me an aeroplane on tues nite.
anyway, they did a good job, practicing for not much time, without dancing background, it was really well. thanks for the willingness to perform, and thanks for elaine's help.
it was a nice night and i think we enjoyed it.
here's the photos, video will be uploaded later, having problem in uploading in youtube.

gold, silver n bronze

jing n mr.lim(the best lecturer+the manager of imperia)

us

mr.daniel fong(cute n beloved lecturer) n jing

imperia staff and lecturer who attend(some are not in)

the gentle men who went cat walk to compete for best personality

wai kit n jing ^-^

jc, miss izzati n jing

jc, waikit, jing(waikit eyes are round n cute)

my bad luck havent end

2008-01-23T00:57:00.000+08:00

=( going to be mad. the group of ppl who promise to perform for the annual dinner, tell me tat they cant make it. gosh...
so hardly i found a team... now how should i tell mr.lim? sure will killed by him. =(
bad day. i though everything settled. but now, where should i get a replacement...
it is totally none of my business, why it ends up bringing me so many trouble. why they set the dancing performance in the schedule when people havent confirm.
argh... doing things without proper plan, stupid la

unlucky day =(

2008-01-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

such a bad day for me today.
moning, when i take train to coll in kepong central, my water bottle dint close well. so it ends up my bag and my pants are all wet. fine, i told myself it's ok, just my stuff got wet.
so, i took my book n pencilcase out of my bag.
when i was about to disembark from lrt at kelana station, i forgot about my pencilcase, i was in abit rush, and so, i left it inside the train. =(
it wont happen if i choose not to sit down, i sat down just only 2/3 station b4, n i put my stuff at the seat beside. =(
my stationary wasn't so important, my pendrive was inside, n it also not tat important. but my pencil case, i have been using since form2, i like it so much, although it wasn't really nice. and the keychain, =( was gifted from st.mary when we was about to graduate. =(
sad... bad day...

however, today is lamzi b'day... happy birthday lamzi, happy b'day jie jie, u are 1 year older than me alr. sorry that i didnt celebrate for u. it's a bit too late for me to go home at tat time. hope u enjoy ur b'day. =)

2008-01-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

要想成为一个人生的强者，就必须要学会坚强，学会执著，学会永不放弃

女生没有男朋友的16大好处!!!

2008-01-11T02:37:00.000+08:00

1、周末可以放心睡懒觉，不必费心准备约会。

2、早起可以不化妆，不用担心男友嫌弃。

3、在大街上可以到处看看英俊的男子，让自己的审美跟得上潮流。

4、可以放心大胆的商场的促销活动，不必担心被如海的人潮将自己男冲到天涯海角，更不
用看男友不满意的脸色。

5、帅哥照片可以满屋子挂，管他韩国、日本或美国。

6、寿命可以延长，不必做男朋友大男子主义的出气筒。

7、可以安心上网，不必担心再有谁跟你抢夺上网权，或者不说不喜欢你上网。

8、有利于节约金钱，不必再担心买给自己的衣服和买给男朋友的衣服成反比例涵数。

9、有利于节约时间，不用每周都有那么几天想和男朋友在一起，不用担心男友的所处位置而打电话寻找。

10、节约大量的电话费，不用担心看到电话费单时再有想晕倒的欲望。

11、大量节约口水，不用因为太爱对方而变的小心翼翼的询问爱情问题“你爱不爱我？”，“你到底爱不爱我！！！！”。

12、可以有更多的空闲陪伴父母，不必担心有人会抱怨“你最爱的人不是我”。

13、可以随意和姐妹通宵畅谈，KTV，不用担心男朋友不喜欢！

14、可以专心的工作学习，不必担心怠慢“某人”会招来第三次世界大战伤及无辜。

15、可以用更开阔的视野来看这个世界，不必将眼神聚焦在一个人的身上。

16、还有最重要的是没有男朋友的话就拥有了无限可能，可以今天和张三吃饭，明天和李四看电影，后天和王麻子逛街……单身的女子身边不会缺少倾慕的男子！

bad result

2008-01-09T18:12:00.000+08:00

i got my result today, not so good.
moral studies: A-
construction materials: A-
construction technology: A-
english 2: B =(

so sad with my eng result. although it was really hard to score, but i aspect at least B+. n i heard that so many people get A this time.
n i also though at least my cmt or ct can get A, but only A-.
although not satisfied, i will still accept it. i didnt do my best n i was too lazy. =(
anyway, i will try better in this sem.
o ya, cgpa: 3.48, which is really BAD.

and a suprising news, 70% of the students failed moral. what happened? 70% is really alot.
and they failed, not even a chance to resit, have to retake it. omg...

6E@2001 gathering

2008-01-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

having gathering with some primary class mate at our teacher's house.
such a surprise when i get call from zhen yu n inform me about the gathering.
it is so nice to see them.
some of them i had never seen for 6 years.
time past really fast.
too bad, many cant make it.
luckily still able to recognize them, except desmond. but some i almost forgot their name.

chin ting n 1 went quite early.
they said 8pm, chin ting n i reached around 7.45.
maybe b'coz it was raining so heavily, everyone came late.
we waited until 8.30 only they reached.
i though suppose to go out earlier if there is raining? but they are in the opposite way.

anyway, we had a nice time.
glad to see them. n hopefully we are able to keep in touch.
n here comes photo.
eric, have a look =)

all of us

the galz (yuling, jing, yingyan, chen lao shi, siewwei, chinting)

the guys (upper row: mingjie,weili, junming, chen lao shi, zhenyu, desmond, xinzhi, jian hao)
(lower row: jingshao, jingwen, weihang, lixing)

tomorrow,tues, 8/1/2008

2008-01-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

tomorrow, my result will be out...

tomorrow will be having gathering with primary class mates...

new sem

2008-01-06T15:58:00.001+08:00

new sem started few days ago... 3rd sem alr... time past really fast.
the result isnt out yet... 2 more days to wait.

totally dont know how to choose the subjects, should i take 5 or 6 sub?
there are 3 ways for me to choose.

1st choice: (6 sub)
mon: env(10-1), law(2-5)
tues: free
wed: qty(2-5)
thur: ser(11-1) (this sucks)
fri: free
sat: mpw(10-1), eco(2-5)
sun: free

2nd choice: (5 sub)
mon: free
tues: cmt(2-5)
wed: qty(2-5)
thur: ser(11-1)
fri: free
sat: mpw(10-1), law(2-5)
sun: free

3rd choice: (6 sub)
mon: env(10-1)
tues: cmt(2-5)
wed: qty(2-5)
thur: ser(11-1)
fri: free
sat: mpw(10-1), law(2-5)
sun: free

comparison:
1st choice:
~need to be very rush, since mon ballet on 7, and most probably taking public transport.
~mon class will be having with senior
~4 days, 6 subjects

2nd choice:
~better law lecturer on sat, with part-timers
~have transport everyday
~4 days, 5 subjects

3rd choice:
~law on sat
~mon public transport
~5 days, 6 subjects :(

anyway i choose, i still will be having whole day class on sat. =( then sat ballet terpaksa change to sun, 12.45-2... no more outing on weekends, no more weekends for me
even busier after feb...

new year eve

2007-12-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

new year eve...
feeling moody...
stay at home...
become the cook...

bye bye 2007

2007-12-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

30 minutes more to end 2007, lots and lots of nice memories in 2007...
let's see wat jing had done:
~ns- 1st time staying away from home for so long, lots of '1st time' in ns...
~working, 1st working experience, n 1st time work as freelance
~new college life (happy+unhappy)- unhappy+ing now
~1st bf+1st break up
~go to new ballet studio
~organize prom
these are major things that i did...

new year wish:
~jing wish a gong will get well, maybe not 100% recover, but not so suffering
~jing wish can study well, get good result
~jing wish everyone is healthy+happy
~jing wish *** **** ***** ****** *** **** *******
~jing wish to be tougher and more independent (she used to be)

n lastly... jing need more colours, jing is living in black n white... add me some colours

golden compass

2007-12-03T15:43:00.001+08:00

nice movie... this movie will be released on 6 dec... waiting to watch it...

2nd sem finished...

2007-11-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

yea... finally, i finished my suffer... my 2nd sem was really a suffer... lots of hard work....
exam also over... went to the curve with lamzi, li, waikit, zi yi to sing k.... yeh... nice day...
christmas coming soon... 25 days left... the decoration in the curve is really nice... too bad i dint bring camera, only have some blur photos taken with handphone... i want to go there again b4 christmas, with my camera...
then, 1 month holidays, sound long, but i know it will pass fast. i'll miss my frens in this month... see u all next year... hehe...

this is taken in ikano... christmas tree decorated with dolls

2007-11-20T01:58:00.000+08:00

i deleted everything
i can be cruel

Exam

2007-11-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

final exam coming soon...
this week will be study week, then continue with exam
my exam dates:
mon: 2pm eng
tues: 9.30pm ct2
wed: 9.30pm cmt1
fri：9.30pm moral

until now, still havent study much yet... damn it...
most worry sub is eng... haiz... hopefully i can get at least B+, which is alr consider quite hard... haiz

during exam, mom n dad go for holidays again, they like to go during my exam... argh...

prom night (2nd nov)

2007-11-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

this is a late post... prom night, finally is over...
i was totally bz tat night. performing t'do and ballet...
many things happen after prom, 1 committee gonna leave, bad command on food, on attire, unsatisfactory of the sponsor, ppl blaming on food poisoning, messy performance, bad time arrangement....
although it wasnt really perfect, but i know we did our best. some might say we dint... but i think we did. thanks for all the committee.
i dont know whether is there any next prom organized by us again... i hope there is, but i think everyone is exhausted...
so sad, i miss taking photo with many ppl... there are very little photos of me with my frens... my camera battery finished when we wanna take photo... so i hav only lots of photo for t'do n selection of prom queen n king section.. haiz...
n for video part, only manage to record 1 hour... wasted another tape, i dint aspect the battery only can last for 1 hour.... sad la...

before everything start...

the prom king finalist

the prom queen finalist

Pn Ash'ariah (Principal), prom queen, prom king, mr.lim

singing performance(they are so handsome =P )

ballet performance

taekwondo performance

performers for taekwondo (everyone looks so serious, except me)

student council, galz only

student council

me n lamzi... she is so pretty

cheng eng n me.... she helps alot for prom... thx

ns photo

2007-11-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

seems like i never post ns photo b4... i got some a few weeks ago, in a frens blog... actually there a alot more that i didnt get n dont know where there are... i want ns photo... if anyone hv

vern n me... cream on her face, done by me... hehe

lil sheep n me

sun, we in bilik rehat... lots of junk food, tat's why i gain weight in ns

flood... the most serious day

jc, fenny, boon n me... chinese from seri endon

yeh... nice memory, big family

we hav 'yu shang' in camp,, celebrating cny

bullet for m16, too bad, we cant take it out

delta galz at the seaside... yes, my camp is at the sea

ready for go... delta rocks

us... in our 'house'

ho korkor, vern n me... during jamuan cb

delta n charlie, having game

me, boon n jc, at the door of our dorm

garnet n me.... cute gal

me n jc

ready to cook

yeh... whole chinese gal gang

i am so emo... miss ns in sudden... miss those day, miss the camp. lots of nice memory...
it was a nice place. the sky was full of stars... really lots of stars.... i enjoy the night there...

steamboat dinner

2007-11-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday, went to 'yuan' for dinner with mr.lim, david, miss liew and students council committee, except lee teng. treated by mr.lim, thx... n thanks for david for fetching me home... i know it's a serious traffic jam here.

there was something happen b4 going to dinner... which almost make me gone crazy... never know tat a person can be so thick face... o gosh
the dinner was treated by mr.lim and he said it is for student council... a reward since we put lots of effort for prom night. but then just b4 we were leaving imperia, a person, who is not relevant, planned to join us, without any invitation. at 1st, i though he was just joking, but then he really went to ask mr lim...
he: mr.lim, i join u all for steamboat, k...
mr.lim: har... ok, but u pay urslef la
he: erm, half price la...

i was totally sweat... gosh... argh... i am going to scream at him if mr.lim wasnt there... mr.lim was good enough n let him go if he pay himself... n he somemore dare to request for half price, another half pay by mr.lim...
pls tell me he just kidding... it's totally unbelievable...

luckily he didnt go at last... if he did, i wont go... damn it...
i know he helps for prom... n even if he want to get something for his help, not this way k... we can treat him if he want, by student council, or maybe from a few from us, but not from mr.lim.... not the dinner for student council...

he make me hate him more... i couldnt wonder how can a person be so 'thick face'... n not only he helped for prom, alot more ppl had helped us... li n chua help as camera, video man for the night, cheng eng help to find sponsor n helps on some transportation, chee loh fetch me for getting some stuff n they never ask for any reward. if we need to thanks, there are so many ppl more, not only him, k...
i almost 'beh tahan' can u change ur attitude!!!!

2007-11-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

finally, tomorrow will be having prom night. after putting so many effort, spending so many time, finally is the day.
hopefully everything will be fine... hopefully...
hopefully i wont forget steps and hv any problems for the steps...
to all committee, lets add oil tomorrow...
i still have lots of things to pack...

2007-10-30T12:36:00.000+08:00

kinda bz recently... prom night is going to be on this fri. everything still in mess, alot still not done, n there are 10 more tickets to sell... argh... hopefully everything will be fine tat nite...

finish my assignment at last... lots of days dint sleep well.... only sleep from 2 something to 4 something last night... so tired now... gonna sleep soon. still hv another 1 hour for the next class. my studies is really sucks in this sem... argh... dint do my mid term exam well, all assignments are rubbish, n did them in very last minute... bad attitude. so i am gonna start study right after prom. hopefully i am able to do so.

went out with zlling, gina, elaine, poh suan, siew hwa, soo eng on sun nite. such a long time dint see them...

nov things to do:
2/11: prom night
3/11: ching jie jie' wedding dinner
18/11: another cousin's wedding
30/11, 1/12, 2/12: slave princess(need to save money to tat)
26/11-30/11: final exam
should i learn back latin? starting from this sun?

Plan for holidays:
after nov, there is a month break...
~learn jazz
~earn money!!! (highly important)
~learn designing(photoshop, illustrator)

i want...

2007-10-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

1. i want to study hard... my mid-term exam really sucks
2. i want to earn money... i am seriously broke now
3. i want to improve my ballet...
4. i want to learn more kind of dances, but i am poor, anyone can teach me for free?
5. i want to learn piano+ guitar
6. i want to improve my flexibility and strength
7. i want to go skating
8. i want to improve my english

to you

2007-09-30T01:58:00.000+08:00

back from中秋晚会in my primary skl...
met you there...
but we dont talk much... almost none...
there is a gap...
i think i und why... although i dont really...
i thought u wanna tell something, but u dint...
it's time for everything to end...
something tat actually had ended in march...
is this ur choice? izzit wat u want?
i had forgotten everything... everything tat had happened...
take care

your guardian angel

2007-09-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

nice song... thanks Irvin =)

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

mid autumn festival(steamboat)~25/9

2007-09-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

celebrated mid-autumn in my 2nd home(shang villa)

delicious

2 silly waiting to eat

poor cj... he bit his tougue

so call 'the football team'

trying to kiss???

preparing the lantern

wee... our special dinosaur lantern

mid autumn festival(in playground)~25/9

2007-09-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

the moon

our lantern

killing wai kit

his b'day??? no...

guys' game... on wai kit...

o no... my turn pulak...

2007-09-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

tired+stress

2007-09-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

currently, my life is full of stress...kinda tired life... i almost cant effort it... but i know i must be tough...

i shouldn't hv taken so many sub in the short sem, n moreover, all r tough sub... i want to maintain gcpa 4.0 la, but i know it's impossible... =<
ct2, with a such a sucks lecturer... teaching nonsense n rubbish... n mid-term coming soon, yet we havent get the notes.
moral, argh... i am speechless about the lecturer.. i will start skipping moral class after mid-term+my debate... i cant tahan the lecturer anymore...
cmt... tat lecturer actually not bad, but can the 3 bad apples respect to the her... dont always play la, bad apples... hope u all can do better in this sem...
eng... my fav lecturer for this sem... but eng2 really too hard la... =(

then about prom.. actually almost settle everything... still left selling tickets... but we face a big problem on that.... IMPERIA ＳＴＵＤＥＮＴS!!! r so inactive... argh... i reall fad up with that... i even think of just cancel the prom la, since no 1 want to support, no 1 want to come... i dont want it end up with all outsiders only.... imperia students, this is ur coll activity la... takkan u all just want to come n study n study only...

thinking of changing college... if i manage to get tarc scholarship, i will change in next sem... wat for want to pay so much, but getting those lousy lecturer n a boring college... i will prefer a place with more activities... but i'll get some opinion from enid 1st...

things to do:
~eng assignment(must be done by today)
~booklet cover
~cmt assignment
~ct2 assigment
~debate info
~STUDY!!! mid-term test coming soon
~practice for taekwan-do demo
~practice for ballet performance

NO MORE ORGANIZING PROM NITE NEXT YEAR!!! unless we get a cheaper price, n confirm there will be lots of ppl going...

随缘

2007-09-26T16:04:00.001+08:00

就让一切随缘吧

逃避，不一定躲得过

面对，不一定最难过

孤独，不一定不快乐

得到，不一定能长久

失去不一定不再拥有 ....

pic

2007-09-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

updating photo from 'ah long farewell' dinner...

me... pointing wat?

the guys... 9 of them

NG, NG... wat was chi loh doing?

smoky... ah chua n ah long, the broke back

the gangster gang... irvin, dyren, alex

bad apple...

ah oh, he drink?

ah chua, ah long n me

i drink this... choc ice-cream+ kidchup+ chili+ soup.... n dont know wat else...

silly Irvin

S-H-M-I-L-Y, By: Laura Jeanne Allen

2007-09-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

My grandparents were married for over half a century, and played their own special game from the time they had met each other. The goal of their game was to write the word "shmily" in a surprise place for the other to find. They took turns leaving "shmily" around the house, and as soon as one of them discovered it, it was their turn to hide it once more.

They dragged "shmily" with their fingers through the sugar and flour containers to await whoever was preparing the next meal. They smeared it in the dew on the windows overlooking the patio where my grandma always fed us warm, homemade pudding with blue food coloring. "Shmily" was written in the steam left on the mirror after a hot shower, where it would reappear bath after bath. At one point, my grandmother even unrolled an entire roll of toilet paper to leave "shmily" on the very last sheet.

There was no end to the places "shmily" would pop up. Little notes with "shmily" scribbled hurriedly were found on dashboards and car seats, or taped to steering wheels. The notes were stuffed inside shoes and left under pillows. "Shmily" was written in the dust upon the mantel and traced in the ashes of the fireplace. This mysterious word was as much a part of my grandparents' house as the furniture.

It took me a long time before I was able to fully appreciate my grandparents' game. Skepticism has kept me from believing in true love -- one that is pure and enduring. However, I never doubted my grandparents' relationship. They had love down pat. It was more than their flirtatious little games; it was a way of life. Their relationship was based on a devotion and passionate affection which not everyone is lucky enough to experience.

Grandma and Grandpa held hands every chance they could. They stole kisses as they bumped into each other in their tiny kitchen. They finished each other's sentences and shared the daily crossword puzzle and word jumble. My grandmother whispered to me about how cute my grandpa was, how handsome and old he had grown to be. She claimed that she really knew "how to pick 'em."

Before every meal they bowed their heads and gave thanks, marveling at their blessings: a wonderful family, good fortune, and each other.

But there was a dark cloud in my grandparents' life: my grandmother had breast cancer. The disease had first appeared in years earlier.

As always, Grandpa was with her every step of the way. He comforted her in their yellow room, painted that way so that she could always be surrounded by sunshine, even when she was too sick to go outside.

Now the cancer was again attacking her body. With the help of a cane and my grandfather's steady hand, they went to church every morning.

But my grandmother grew steadily weaker until, finally, she could not leave the house anymore. For a while, Grandpa would go to church alone, praying to God to watch over his wife. Then one day, what we all dreaded finally happened. Grandma was gone.

"Shmily." It was scrawled in yellow on the pink ribbons of my grandmother's funeral bouquet. As the crowd thinned and the last mourners turned to leave, my aunts, uncles, cousins, and other family members came forward and gathered around Grandma one last time. Grandpa stepped up to my grandmother's casket and, taking a shaky breath, he began to sing to her. Through his tears and grief, the song came, a deep and throaty lullaby.

Shaking with my own sorrow, I will never forget that moment. For I knew that, although I couldn't begin to fathom the depth of their love, I had been privileged to witness its unmatched beauty.

S-H-M-I-L-Y: See How Much I Love You.

Thank you, Grandma and Grandpa, for letting me see.

By: Laura Jeanne Allen

i smoke??? + crazy dinner...

2007-09-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

o no, i smoke??? did i??? hmm...

yst nite, went for dinner with college frens... having a so call farewell dinner with ah long. i though there r other girl, i though at least lam zi will go, coz she is staying with him for so long... but end up, there is only me with 9 guys...
everyone gone crazy, having lots of fun... three guys was suppose to resit site surveying paper today, but they just dont bother... good luck dude, hopefully u all wont hv to retake...

some additional photo

i love u... (why dont u smile?)

the sis at the back...(my 2 lil cousin)

yi hann, siew wei, yi enn, n me

Home

2007-09-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

1st sem result

2007-09-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

finally, my 1st sem result was released...
kinda afraid just now... i was the 1st person who sign to get it... n after getting it, i dint see in that minute.. hmm... that feeling, even more scary than when i took spm result...

then, finally, my result:
construction technology 1: A
technical drawing: A+
mathematics for BE: A
site surveying: A
N GPA: 4.00

wee... so happy with that... but actually i though i can also get A+ for math... i though i did it well. i got quite high marks for math assignment n mid-term... but dont know what had gone wrong to my final paper.

n a scarying thing... our super genius, kheli, got all A+.... which mean she got 90 n above for all the sub(she took 5). n she is in EM, their sub was so difficult... OMG, what a genius she is...

prom poster

2007-09-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

boring...

2007-09-10T12:59:00.000+08:00

in college now... kinda boring... nothing to do... waiting for the afternoon class... still hv 1 hour to go... n since just stared the new sem, so still dont hv much work now...
anyone can help me? =(
stupid computer in the lab, with stupid line... argh...
went for ct2 class just now.. n it was sucks... i dont und the at the lecturer was talking about... quite a tough subject...
saw lots of new intake students... saw some lengzai too... wee... according to wai kit, there is 70 new ppl... including part time, full time, diploma, degree... which is consider alot to a small college like this... hopefully we are able to convince them to the prom...
the prom poster had done, n it's stick up everywhere in college now... wee... then i'll complete the ticket design within this 2 days... hopefully i will able to finish this... having classes till 4 or 5 for these few days...
so if i changed 1 of the sub, this will be my new time table
mon: 10-4
tues: 10-5
wed: 10-1
thur: 2-4
fri: free
sat: 9-12
sun: free
if i take it these way, hopefully the lecturer wont always let go the class earlier... i will prefer to hv break in the half way...

new sem...

2007-09-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

finally, started the new sem on yesterday(8/9, sat)... yup... it's a SATURDAY!!! n i just knew it on fri noon... imperia giving a call to inform me that i am going to hv class on sat.. why cant they inform earlier? it's so sudden... some of my fren even dint get call n dont know... wat la... haiz, their working attitude...

n i got my new time table... i am going to have class from MON TILL SAT!!!!! shit... coz it is a short sem, we need to hv the class double of normal sem...

my time table:
mon: construction technology 2 (10-1)
tues: construction technology 2 (10-1)
construction materials 1 (2-5)
wed: construction materials 1 (10-1)
thur: english 2 (10-1)
fri: english 2 (10-1)
sat: moral studies (9-12)

wondering can/should i change english2 to building services1... if i change that, then i'll be free on fri, thur class will be in noon n mon will hv class until 5...

n today moral class... hmm... quite nice, though boring... n lots of points that i dont agree with the lecturer... =P none of us is wrong or right, but just having diff point of view... n the sucks things is, we r going to hv debate for this sub... damn it... but luckily, lecturer allow us to hv it in eng instead of malay... which i feel it's better... but all the coursework n exam, still need to be in malay...

i think i will be going to hv a really bz life... study, assignment, performance practice, designing, selling tickets... basically still prom n study la... n i think i need to spent some time out to practice ballet myself... =(

2007-09-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

few days ago, knowing a friend is going to marry... such a shocked to hear that... she was my ballet class mate, n used to be my lovely partner... 2 years older than me, which is 20 years old... omg, marry at age 20? although i know 20 is not a young age, but i still feel it's too early... it's impossible for me to get marry so early... btw, this remind me something... i am OLD!!! maybe 1 or 2 years later, there will be frens who is same age as me getting marry... haiz...
few more days to end holidays, n new sem start... haiz, hv to pay the fees...i am poor... =(
then 2 more months to prom... everything hv to get settle soon...
yst, i had successfully convert the photoshop trial version to a normal 1... so glad of that... i did it myself... learn something new, although it's illegal... =P

meaningful article... read if u und chinese

2007-09-05T19:39:00.000+08:00

有一個人在森林中漫遊的時候，
突然遇見了一隻飢餓的老虎，
老虎大吼一聲就撲了上來。
他立刻用生平最大的力氣和最快的速度逃開，
但是老虎緊追不捨，
他一直跑一直跑一直跑，
最後被老虎逼入了斷崖邊上。

站在懸崖邊上，他想：
「與其被老虎捉到，活活被咬、肢解，
還不如跳入懸崖，說不定還有一線生機。」
他縱身跳入懸崖，
非常幸運的卡在一棵樹上，
那是長在斷崖邊的梅樹，
樹上結滿了梅子。

正在慶幸的時候，
他聽到斷崖深處傳來巨大的吼聲，
往崖底望去，原來有一只兇猛的獅子正抬頭看著他，
獅子的聲音使他心顫，
但轉念一想：
「獅子與老虎是相同的猛獸，被甚麼吃掉，都是一樣的。」
當他一放下心.

又聽見了一陣聲音，
仔細一看，一黑一白的兩隻老鼠，
正用力地咬著梅樹的樹幹。
他先是一陣驚慌，
立刻又放心了，
他想：「被老鼠咬斷樹幹跌死，總比被獅子咬好。」

情緒平復下來後，
他感到肚子有點餓，
看到梅子長得正好，
就採了一些吃起來。
他覺得一輩子從沒吃過那麼好吃的梅子，
找到一個三角形的枝椏休息，
他想著：
「既然遲早都要死，不如在死前好好睡上一覺吧！」
他在樹上沉沉的睡去了。

睡醒之後，
他發現黑白老鼠不見了，
老虎、獅子也不見了。
他順著樹枝，
小心翼翼的攀上懸崖，
終於脫離險境。
原來就在他睡著的時候，
飢餓的老虎按捺不住，
終於大吼一聲，
跳下懸崖。
黑白老鼠聽到老虎的吼聲，
驚慌逃走了。
跳下懸崖的老虎與崖下的獅子展開激烈的打鬥，
雙雙負傷逃走了。

由我們誕生那一刻開始，
苦難．就像飢餓的老虎一直追趕著我們，
死亡，就像一頭兇猛的獅子，
一直在懸崖的盡頭等待，
白天和黑夜的交替，就像黑白老鼠，
不停地正用力咬著我們暫時棲身的生活之樹，
總有一天我們會落入獅子的口中。

既然知道了生命中最壞的情景是死亡，
唯一的路，
就是安然地享受樹上甜美的果子，
然後安心地睡覺，
只有存著這樣單純的心、少慾望、多一點赤子之心。
最近常常聽到朋友的親友去世的消息，
除了安慰了幾句外好像什麼都不能做了
恐怕有一天自己亦會成為別人口中的壞消息
所以你們有沒有好好的享受你在世上的每一分每一秒 ?
如果剛才你和另一半或是和家人為了芝麻綠豆的事鬧翻了
現在頭頂還在生煙的話
請你看看那晴朗的天空和那飄渺的白雲
其實你又錯過了美好的一天呀

2007-08-24T17:46:00.000+08:00

today, woke up around 4pm... such shock when i awake... i had slept for 13 hours... such a wtf... from 3am till 4 pm if my sis never wake me up... i sure will still sleeping now... but then, not only me sleep so much... chi loh also slept for 12 hours... look like everyone really release from exam... b4 this, everyone was stress with assignment n exam...
then, yst nite... really happy... unforgettable
yeh... gina will be back tonite... wanna see her...

recentlt, having international firework competition in putrajaya... wanna go.. but it's too far... hopefully my dad will want to go... n i think it wont like those firework tat normally hv in m'sia... it is comp... n it will be grand... really hope to see it.. 1 nite will be enough... haiz... so many ppl alr went, n they said it is really nice...
I WANNA WATCH FIREWORK COMPETITION!!!

2007-08-23T19:04:00.001+08:00

finally, exam is over... back at home now...
so, overall, the exam is quite ok... hopefully i am able to score well... hope tat i can get 80 n above for all the sub...
many ppl said tat they will need to 'resit, retake, redo'... haiz, my frens.. wont so easily fail de la...
quite sleepy now... yst slept at 4am, woke up around 7am...
yst, after ct exam, i dont really spent time to study... back to shang villa around 1, then online, sleep, play game, n meanwhile study abit... then dinner, after tat play again.. until 11 something only start study... n at the sametime, chatting too... then cook supper around 1 pm... stop study at 3, thought of going to sleep, but start chatting with lee until 4... silly him...
wake up around 7, start study again... but very soon, sleep again... then, repeat wake up n sleep... so basically.. i read nothing... then now shit... i found out i make lots of mistake... =( i think it's hard to get above 80 for this sub...
so, my college frens... see ya 2 weeks later... hsv a nice holidays...

hmm... i wanna watch movie la...

secret...

2007-08-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

2 am now.. having the last paper soon... yippie...thencan hv lots of rest...
suppose to either sleep or study now... but no mood...
dint really study for site surveying... just now after coming back, only sleep, play, online...

i wanna watch movie... wanna watch jay chou new movie, 'secret'
actually at 1st, i am not interested with it... i mean not at all... coz i though it's just a lame love story, BUT after seeing ppl's comments on it... i feel it will be nice... majority of the ppl who has watched, said this movie is worth to watch...

'secret' trailer

watch this also if hv time... totally awesome

2007-08-21T17:47:00.000+08:00

finish the 1st paper alr... the easiest paper.... so far still ok, hopefully not much mistake...
2 more left...
tomorrow will be though 1... but no mood to study now...
staying with my college frens... now only und, they hv lots of problem between each other.... why cant they just sit down to discuss it n slove it.. haiz...
yst, only knew tat, parents plan for trip again in the end of nov... the same date as my next sem final exam... wat la... cant they just hv it other days... why must it everytime also crash with my exam...
kinda miss dear now... such a long time dint contact him...

exam...

2007-08-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

dint go to coll for a few days alr.. it's study week... but haiz, i still dint start study yet... everyday just wasted my time...
next week exam, going to stay with siang n chee xin they all.. mom n dad going for trip...
tues- math
wed- ct
thur- site surveying
so, my i only hv 3 subjects for exam, n only 3 days... nice rite?
wondering when will siang they all back to hometown...
telling my mom tat i will be back on fri, but i think i will come back on thur.. cheating again..
wanna spent more time with dear, hopefully he will be free... n i think siang they all also will be back to hometown on thur...
and then, i will be staying at home alone for 2 nights... wee...

dear is sick... worrying... hope he can get well soon... take care ya dear...

2007-08-06T02:23:00.000+08:00

2.30am now... designing poster, alr did 2... i have improved alot, at least i am quite satisfied with wat i did... but still not done yet... facing problem on picture... dont know wat picture to put, now my posters are quite blank, or maybe i should download more brushes so it will be easier...

haiz, about the performances for prom, really feel like want to invite Dennis as guess... but other committee not supporting... weird la, magic show n Dennis, which sound more attractive? definitely dennis rite? since they willing to spent RM450 for magic show, why not put more RM50 to invite dennis... i can ensure tat if we hv dennis as guess, sure can attract more ppl...

then, this morning only i know, my groupmate for practical not doing the report. i hv done the calculation, n i though they say, finished everything n pass up on tues. but, just now only i know, they planning to 'do together' on tues after class, not 'finish' b4 tues. so, is there meeting on tues? if yes, i wont be able to do the report with them... so i think i'll do part of the report 1st, really not 'fang xing' for them to do... n doing it in rush, sure will become a mess... so, now, another work to do, practical report...

ct presentation slide, this suppose to be group work, n i though i said it clearly 'everyone do ur own part' but end up, i need to do the whole things. ok, jessie was sick, so i did for her, lee teng, typed her part, not to blame her, she dont know how to edit it... but chi loh, lame excuse, comp spoil... n u want me to do for u, yet u still didnt pass me the info... luckily our group has postpone.. if not, sure everything was mess

to-do list:
1. practical report
2. still designing, hv to design flyer as well
3. math assignment (forever cant finish)
4. ct presentation powerpoint (chi loh, pass me the info ASAP)
5. buy blouse for presentation (only if i hv time)
6. study... must start by end of this week. even dear alr start study

my 10 ways to destress

2007-08-05T11:39:00.000+08:00

edited n get this idea from alvin's... =P
1. dance... this really help, i feel free when i dance...

2. bite myself... this sound scary, but it works...

3. shout n cry soundless on my pillow... i will only do this when i am alone, wont allow other to see..

4. chocolate... yeh... i love it...

5. music... slow music will calm me down..

6. make myself busy... keep doing things, so i wont hv extra time to think too much (do maths, hehe)

7. alcoholic drinks... hmm, i did this last night(drank beer), when i was alone at home... but i wont do this often la

8. play with my doggie.. it is really cute n it is always cheerful(erm, maybe dogs wont know wat is sad =P)

9. enjoy the night.. i like night very much, i like the silence, the cooler whether, the wind , the moon n the stars (too bad, not much stars can be seen in kl... i miss NS night... the sky there will be fulled of stars)

10. blogging... start writing about my feelings in NS to mr.dairy, n will continue in here... sorry, mr.dairy, not writing to u anymore, read it here if u want... =P

latin class

2007-08-05T11:30:00.000+08:00

yeh.. just back from my 1st latin class... not bad, the teacher is nice... n i am able to catch up although i miss the last class... i was dancing the male part since there was only 1 guy, but it's still nice... i enjoy it... dancing really let me relax more... feel more comfortable n not so stressful after tat... now they charge me RM70, it's expensive... so anyone interested? coz if there are more ppl, it will be cheaper... now only 5 ppl, if we manage to get 8, it will be only RM40/month...

then, the most important things tat cheer me up... i drove myself just now... alone... yippee... so happy with tat... i drove to n back from the latin class by myself... this is the starting... so starting from next week, i will also drive to ballet class myself... wee....

stress....

2007-08-04T02:19:00.000+08:00

exam coming soon... so much of stress recently, maybe i should go for holidays during the sem break...

presentation for my group has postpone to next week, coz jessie having denggi... quite worry about it, other groups have finished, n they did it very well. our group assignment really lack of information, so the presentation also will be the same.

n then, all the design stuff... i am improving... learning more on using photoshop, i alr know more skill now.thanks enid n ng for helping. hopefully i manage to produce a satisfied 1..

my ballet... really sucks... i really cant dance well now... cant do double pirouette well, cant balance well, even cant do the demi-point work well... how... it's like not even inter-foun. standard... hear tat carman they all taking adv foun exam this year, make me more stress... i really need to put more effort..

next, prom stuff again... who can perform for us for free? i need dancer... i am incharge of the dance performances... really not much budget, so anyone can help, dance for free, n i'll let u enjoy the night... hopefully i can get dennis as guess for cheaper price also... N selling tickets... haiz, anyone interested? 900/table, 95/person... it's really worth it... i can ensure u wont regret... i need to sell out at least 15 tickets...

then, EXAM!!! argh... final really wont as easy as mid sem test. n i really worry about tat. i hope i can get CGPA 4.0... which mean i must get 80 n above for every sub. but 1 of the sub, i dint get good marks for the group practical, hopefully it wont effect the total mark much.

n, financial prob... actually i know tat, my dad dint hv any work for few months. but dont know why, my parents seems not worry about tat. weird... n they even dint seems like having any problem. or am i worrying too much? i hope i am able to get scholarship with my 1st sem result. i ask david b4, he said it's hard, but i think i'll still try. however i need to get CGPA 4.0 to try it... i even think of transfer to tarc, but there is only intake in may.. haiz, so i cant... the diploma cert in imperia is from imperia, so wat's the diff n i even cant apply ptptn here... i actually should take diploma in tarc, then only take degree in imperia for the herriotwatt degree... if i save up the money for diploma, it even maybe will be enough to support me to take degree in overseas... but now, everything is too late... too late to be regret...

n, worry of dear... met accident today, but luckily not injured... n his ptptn is rejected... dont know wat's wrong... haiz... i wish i can help...

sometimes really feel myself useless, cant dance well, cant design well, cant help for prom much, cant help family to save money, cant earn money, cant help dear... wat else i can do?

things to do...

2007-07-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

1. PowerPoint slide for presentation on thur (must done by today)
2. math assignment (b4 tomorrow end)
3. calculation for practical (lots of prob, lots of error)(6th aug)
4. design flyers for prom (5 aug)
5. design poster for prom (5 aug)
6. design ticket for prom (13 aug)
7. design banner for prom (3 sept)
8. backdrop design for prom (10 sept)
9. searching dancer for prom n confirmation of the duration (13 aug)
10. selling prom tickets!!!
11. STUDY!!! exam is coming soon

so majority is for prom n designing... argh.. i am not good at tat, n i havent get any inspiration or idea...
but luckily, temporary, i dont hv to think of the cost problem, some other committee will do, but i'll try to help too...
n yeh, 1 of the sub alr finished syllabus, n no exam for tat, so 3 sub left, no more class on mon. now i only go for class on tues(10-1), wed(12-1), thur(9-1).... wee...

dear, elaine n gina, i miss u all so much...

yesterday+today...

2007-07-03T02:51:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY...
morning- went to jinjang secondary skl for carnival... college having exhibition there... there was a cute couple of mom n son... the son was so interested in our levelling instrument there n our models(Eiffel tower,klcc n 101)he spent most of the time in our stall... seeing the son so interested in it, his mom asked alot info from us... it was actually Lucas explaining to her, but he cant speak Mandarin... so i help... then when the mom came back again, another staff explain again... N THE MOST IMPORTANT IS.... the son is only 10YEARS OLD... izzit too early to do so?then, another interested part... wee... so many ppl like our model, especially KLCC... a lady keep asking us how we made it.... wee i am proud of tat. =P

*is the klcc look nice?
cute bas... took b4 went to jinjang skl

night- went to tarc tt night... it was really nice... elaine, u did a good job... ur performance was great... through out the whole competition... i like the chinese music instrument the most... tat gal, play bumble bee with 'yang qing', damn nice...but the result was not as i expect... haiz...
*thanks junrong...
*elaine n me look weird in the photo

TODAY...
just now, went too ballet... omg, it was quite suffering... i had stopped dancing for half of the year =( n i couldn't dance well... my strength was weak, n no was even worse... then no stamina... haiz...HELP... :'(

cheer 2007 result

2007-06-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

1. Dynamitez, SMK Damansara Jaya (269 + 278.5 = 547.5)
2. Shirtliff, SMK Seri Bintang Utara, KL (267 + 267.5 = 534.5)
3. Vulcanz All-Boyz, SMK Seafield, Subang Jaya (232.5 + 246 = 478.5)
4. Vulcanz All-Girlz, SMK Seafield (223 + 243 = 466)
5. Titans, SMJK Ave Maria Convent, Ipoh (210.5 + 245.5 = 456)
6. Anchorz, SMK Seri Bintang Selatan (210 + 234.5 = 444.5)
7. Falcons, Sekolah Sri Bestari (208 + 227.5 = 435.5)
8. Sellors, SMK St Mary (234.5 + 197.5 = 432)
9. Muriel, SMK (P) Pudu (219.5 + 211.5 = 431)
*10. Calyx All-Boys, SMJK Katholik, PJ (192.5 + 235 = 427.5)
*11. Zodiac, SMK Kepong, KL (227 + 199.5 = 426.5)
12. Stunners, Sekolah Sri KDU, PJ (208.5 + 217 = 425.5)
13. Xavier, SMK Convent Bukit Nanas (219 + 193.5 = 412.5)
*14. Strikers, Sekolah Sri KDU, PJ (201 + 211.5 = 412.5)
15. D'Starz, SMK (P) Sri Aman, PJ (212 + 189 = 401)
16. Adele, SMK Convent Bukit Nanas (218.5 + 178 = 396.5)
*17. Vibrant, SMK Puteri Titiwangsa, KL (206 + 190.5 = 396.5)
18. Blitzerz, SMK Bandar Utama Damansara (4), PJ (186.5 + 206.5 = 393)
19. Southern Star, SMK Seri Bintang Selatan (208 + 179 = 387)
20. B'Starz, SMK (P) Sri Aman, Petaling Jaya (177 + 202.5 = 379.5)
21. Valkyries, SMK SS17, Subang Jaya (183 + 192.5 = 375.5)
22. Cyrens, Sri KL Secondary School (186 + 186.5 = 372.5)
23. Stompers, SMK Bandar Utama Damansara (3), PJ (187.5 + 178 = 365.5)
24. Vivacious, SMK (P) St George, Penang (196.5 + 157.5 = 354)
*25. Venom, SMK IJ Convent Johor Baru (177 + 153.5 = 330.5)
26. Razorz, Beaconhouse Sri Inai School (183.5 + 143 = 326.5)
27. Calyx All-Girls, SMJK Katholik, PJ (182 + 136 = 318)
28. Mantinz Boys, SMK Mantin, Negri Sembilan (147.5 + 169 = 316.5)
29. Velo-CT, SMK (P) St George, Penang (185 + 123.5 = 308.5)
*30. Honey Bees, SMK Bukit Mewah, Negri Sembilan (165 + 138.5 = 303.5)

sellors actually got 3rd in the 1st day... why is the 2nd day mark so low? they did it well tat day haiz... nvm nvm... i still feel they r the best...
n surprisely, xavier not even in the top 10..... adele too
congrates, zodiac... no. 11... not bad... n only need another 1 mark to get the best new comers...

sellors

the champion, dynamitez... it's awesome they deserve it...

CHARM

cool.... (last for one)

2007-06-17T15:12:00.001+08:00

quote from david khoo...

2007-06-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

石头一定有缝；
再强的竞争策略，一定会有漏洞；
再难的市场，一定会有机会；
再艰苦的人生，一定会有希望。

i miss gina n elaine....

update... update...

2007-06-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

ok... updating my blog now... it has been quite a long time i dint update it...lots of things happen recently... last post was my b'day, n until now almost 1 month...
ok, wat i had done:
~preparation for prom(leanrn how to do poster)
~making flyers
~成功生活营(very fun, n i learn quite alot)
~taekwando class(surprise?)
~seventeen summer splash n summer hunk(yeh... it was fun, lots of leng zai)
~pirates of the carribean 3 with gina(miss her alot alot)
~assignment, assignment, assignment....
~exhibition in smk tmn bkt maluri
~site visiting(today)
~shopping myself(wee...)

n next week.. i am going to hv mid sem EXAM!!! such a long time i dint sit for exam... since spm finished...
then, after exam... it's CHEER 2007... i wont miss it...

n ya, although it's quite long ago, but still wanna thanks elaine n gina for the present.. i love it... mushroom pillow...

喜欢一个人和爱一个人的区别

2007-06-12T20:57:00.001+08:00

喜欢一个人，在一起的时候会很开心
爱一个人，在一起的时候，会莫名的失落

喜欢一个人，你不会想到你们的将来
爱一个人，你们常常在一起憧憬明天

喜欢一个人，在一起的时候永远是欢乐
爱一个人，你会常常流泪

喜欢一个人，当你们好久不见，你会突然想起他
爱一个人，当你们好久不见，你会天天想着他

喜欢一个人，当你想起他，你会微微一笑
爱一个人，当你想起他，你会对着天空发呆

喜欢一个人，你会想他有了孩子，你一定会很喜欢
爱一个人，会有一天，你突然很好奇：将来我们的孩子会是什么样子

喜欢一个人就是希望大家都开心
爱一个人希望他会更开心

喜欢一个人，你要得只是今天
爱一个人，你期望的是永远

喜欢一个人，是看到了他的优点
爱一个人，是包容了他的缺点

喜欢和爱的区别就在于

当你站在你爱的人面前,你的心跳会加速
当你与你爱的人四目交投,你会害羞
但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,你只感到开心
但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,你只会微笑.

当你不想再爱一个人,你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水
当你不想再喜欢一个人,你只要掩住双耳!

喜欢，是一种心情
爱，是一种感情
喜欢，是一种直觉
爱，是一种感觉
喜欢，可以停止
爱，没有休止
喜欢一个人，特别自然
爱一个人，特别坦然
喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起
爱一个人，有时候怕和他在一起
喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执
爱一个人，不停的为他付出
喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己
爱一个人，希望可以随时找到他
喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑
爱一个人，总是为他而哭

喜欢你，却不一定爱你
爱你，就一定很喜欢你
其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥
但，想要迈这一步
就看你
是喜欢迈这一步
还是爱迈这一步

爱是需要责任和忠诚的
如果，你没有勇气面对并承担那份爱
就不要轻易的去选择

喜欢是天性使然
爱是喜欢的基础上的感情

感情有许多种,爱是其中一种

真的是这样吗？那我好象是爱他的。。。

2007-06-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

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